Mika initially was too afraid to even look at him, keeping her eyes low and staring at her feet as he spoke, explaining how it was actually Sam that figured it out before him or Bobby opening his drunken mouth. SHe glanced up as she saw him raise the hand that held her necklace, making her realise that with what he said, Sammy stole it from her bag. '[i]That clever little sneek'[/i] she thought to herself before looking back down again, her hair falling from behind her ear and in front of her face, making her unintentionally look just like the red headed girl he once knew. That shy quiet non confrontational girl she once was before looking her parents turned her cold and callous and dark. 

She only looked up when she saw his feet move and he stepped off the bed and took a step forward, making her stand up a bit more straight before seeing him hold his hands up in defence to show he was meaning her no harm. The strangling from one of their encounters having really still made an impact on her. The first real reaction she did give him though was when he mentioned how Sam finally left them to go on his own path, got out of the business, using that moment to drop the bombshell about her onto Dean's shoulders, her eyes very much going wide for a brief moment then lowering again. 

"How much did Bobby tell you? Dean...I'm so sorry for having done this to you...will you let me explain everything first hand?" she asked him, her voice low and all snark and natural sass that she usualy had as Kenzi was gone, vanished into some metaphorical void. It was now just her, the [b]real[/b] her looking at him with soft sad eyes that had an element of pleading in them for him to hear her out. Tears building up into her own eyes as she saw how much it was affecting him to know that the woman he had a toxic relationship with all this time was the very one he couldn't move on from. "I'm sure there's a lot Bobby has left out" she added quietly. All she wanted to do to hug him as herself, not as Kenzi, not as some bitchy young hunter, but as her. Yet she didn't know if he would allow her to, so she stayed leaning against her door hugging herself as she felt her own hands begin to shake slightly as the reality of her having to bare all her truths was hitting her like a truck.