Kay's smile dropped when Serena said what she did, letting her sink down into the water eith a sigh. "I can understand that...I really can. I'm sorry you've lost someone Serena" she told her honestly. "hey... John listen to me, that woman has dealt with more trouble way before you came along. Not all her problems if any at all have been because of you." Chas replied sternly, "so don't you dare blame yourself for whatever she's gone through recently. Being what she is she would have gotten herself into the latest trouble even without you in her life. She couldn't have survived much longer on the streets on her own and you know that as well as she does" he added. "everything alright?" Josh asked coming into the room and accidentally overhearing the conversation.