Seeing Dean find the amusing side to what she said about her back was of a relief, as she felt like her chatting random shit was not only helping her staying conscious, but also helping Dean as well. "Not sure who I'd tell those stories to" she quipped back at him. It wasn't like they were anywhere near old enough to have talks of their future and she mostcertainly never wanted kids when this life. Kids and the hunting life was far too dangerous and although many kids were brought into this life, Dean included, she didn't agree with it in the slightest. She did find herself gritting her teeth tightly shut and wincing as he pushed the sides of her wound together to make it easier for beginning the stitching process. The moment he pierced her skin with the needle, her breath hitched glancing round for the vodka bottle, which was luckily in her arm's reach and made a grab for it, taking a swig when she felt she could. If she was going to get through this, she was going to need alcohol, even if it may not have been the smartest idea. She was however thankful that he wasn't being a heavy handed butcher when it came to fixing her leg and although it hurt like an utter bitch to her, it was somehow doable. She scoffed a snigger and smirked when he brought up the memory of when she pushed him. "Yeesh yeah, not one of my finest moments I must admit" she replied, "I did actually feel bad about that when I sobered up. Good job I can handle my liquor better now" she added. As he kept going, she still felt a bit light headed, but she was starting to feel like she was a bit more with it, even if she didn't feel great still. "Not great...but okay" she said back to him when he asked about she was coping. "just, just promise me you'll sort yourself out after this" she requested of him, still worried about his head injury. "I'm not surviving this to go and lose you" she firmly told him, taking another swig of the vodka, feeling the burn in the back of her throat. Vodka was never her favourite spirit to drink but right now it was the closest one to hand.