[h3][b]Totally planned intro to this blasphemy:[/b][/h3]

God its 4 am, and I decided [b]now[/b] to do this stuff... Great.

Okay, so, before we move forward, I have to warn you that you've entered the territory where messed up shit happens. Basically the "No Man's Land" where there's hardly any limits, morals are reasonable at best but that's boring, who wants to tread the path of morality when you have the power to create anything you want through writing. I mean, it's cool if you want to do that, I'll be a stark contrast to you in turn. It's still a good dynamic for storytelling.

Anyway, what I'm trying to say here is, in case you're squeamish, vanilla in every sense, don't like bad words or just have a comfort zone you don't step out of... Yeah, you can leave. We get freaky, edgy and nasty here, but never without a good, juicy story for the writers to immerse themselves in.

But before everything, we just need to be chill and take stuff easy. Writing and roleplaying is a hobby first and foremost, so if there's any pressure revolving around writing and forced chemistry, nobody is gonna have a good time. Misunderstandings can happen, but we're all adults here, well I at least expect you to be at least 21 years old, I have no interest in writing with someone younger than that. Anyway, I'm here to have fun and immerse myself in some great character development and gripping stories. That's all there is to it. 

[h3][b]Taboo and dark themes:[/b][/h3]

I'm a goth bitch at heart, I grew up watching the Munsters, Addams Family, '92s The Dracula movie is my favorite movie of all time (which it shows, given how much I obsess over blasphemous, perverse and taboo stuff) and this is all just narrowing things down so I don't overwhelm you with information. I live and breathe dark and taboo themes, women falling in love with monsters (literal and figurative) has always been my bread and butter, but I am overall flexible with making things lighter and more digestible, given that it is good to cleanse one's palette every so often. I am all about stepping in and out of comfort zone, as long as it is enjoyable for all parties involved.

But yeah, things will get taboo, both with the themes, settings, in sexual aspects, while I am all for vanilla and fluff from time to time, I would get bored very quickly and very easily. 

To be fair, if my plots aren't as dark and gritty as all of this makes it sound, it's probably because I'm going through my "cleansing my palette" phase, but that doesn't change the fact that dark shit is [i]still[/i] my favorite shit.

Whenever it comes to adult content, I prefer to put some explicit details ahead of time so we're all on the same page or are willing to make some compromises and meet in the middle. But, to respect the rules of the site and to avoid being explicit publicly, I made a google doc regarding k*nks and other details, so you'll get the better idea of the taboo nature and all the fun stuff that are on the table. I like nasty shit and make it fun for both parties, so I'd also be happy to indulge you and hear your favorite ideas!

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ou1wLO7WEK2Pg83JKQVOyzYJsTcga0BAcESrebX2Tj8/edit?usp=sharing

Another thing worth to mention, when it comes to story and smut, I'm the type that prefers [i]story with smut[/i] rather than the other way around. As much as I love some dirty content, but I'd rather have 10 pages of great story that builds up to the nasty moments, rather than to jump at the first opportunity into smut. I'm not a writing hoe, I'm sorry, I am a bit harder to get than that. But when we DO get to that point, I have quite specific viewpoints about it, and I have mentioned it in the document. 

[h3][b]Me vs My Partner:[/b][/h3]

Everything that is written in normal font is about what I have to offer, everything written in bold is targeted at my potential partner, what my ideal writing partner would be!

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[*]Multi paragraph to novella sized posts, I will AT LEAST write 2 paragraphs in case it's a specific scenario in the roleplay - [b]This is the same effort I'd want to see from my partner.[/b]
[*]The devil is in the details and I like to be as detailed as I can without being too overwhelming - [b]Same effort I'd like to see from my partner.[/b]
[*]I post once a week, sometimes it might take me a bit longer, but I'll keep in touch with you, I am also break/hiatus friendly because we're adults and responsibilities will always be a priority and sometimes you just don't have energy to write - [b]Yup, same goes to you![/b]
[*]OOC communication and keeping up the hype - [b]I adore partners who can keep up the conversation and hype around our roleplay and just share ideas.[/b]
[*]Open-minded, with little limits and love for taboo themes - [b]We won't fit in case you are not on board with this point.[/b]
[*]I make more than just one character, either it's another main character or a side character that will serve their purpose - [b]In order for the roleplay to feel like it has depth, I'd very much prefer my partner does the same.[/b]
[*]I always use faceclaims, be it real people references or fine art, I also use images for all sorts of things tied to the roleplay (like environment, clothing, aesthetic, etc.) - [b]The least I expect from you is to use a faceclaim for your character, just please no anime/manga characters.[/b]
[*]Lastly, I'm 25 years old - [b]I would prefer like A LOT if you're 21+ years old.[/b]
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I exclusively play female characters and mostly MxF pairings. However, if we have more pairings in the story, I'd be open to do a FxA pairing, as well - Your gender identity will not affect my choice in writing with you, as long as you will play a male main character. Side characters are not as important, and like I've mentioned, I'd be open to play a FxA pairing as long as the main pair is FxM.

[h3][b]So you're interested?[/b][/h3]

Awesome! All that's left to do is to send me a [b][u]PRIVATE MESSAGE[/u][/b]. Not here, don't post here, it annoys me more than I care to admit.

However, I will heavily judge a person based on their first message they send me. [b]I need to know from the start if we're compatible.[/b] If you send me just a line of text in inbox, I'm not gonna bother reading, let alone respond.

Given that I did my best to let you know here everything you need to know about me as a writer, I want you to be detailed about yourself when you send me a message. If I captured your attention, I think its only fair you try to do the same to capture my attention!

Anyway, here's some pairings I don't have any concrete plots for, but I'd be interested in doing:

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[*][b]Sorceress x Knight[/b]
The idea I had for this one is very similar to the dynamic Edea and Seifer had in Final Fantasy VIII. However, I'm open to other ideas.
[*][b]Religious girl x Older hunter cop (x Antagonistic Supernatural character/creature if you're willing to play an additional role)[/b]
Rare moment of me playing a nice, innocent religious girl that falls in love with a man who is apparently a cop, but she is completely unaware that he is a hunter and there's all sorts of supernatural stuff happening. But with her building a relationship with him, she inevitably is exposed to the supernatural and the dark forces take hold of her - becoming the very thing he swore to hunt.
[*]Princess x Inhuman Knight/Bodyguard
This can be played many ways. She can be innocent or she is quite a deviant, which would naturally be taboo.
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[h3][b]And finally, my plots:[/b][/h3]

[hider=Game of Thrones: Of Light, Fire and Blood]
[i]Red Priestess x Last Targaryen Prince[/i]

It was the Targaryens who were the rightful rulers of the Seven Kingdoms and for generations have the members of the dragon blood reigned over the land. But the Baratheon lord was approached by the mysterious red woman before his wedding with the Lannister princess, as the priestess whispered in his ear - that he was chosen. The he was the one chosen by the Lord of Light to lead the people to the light, away from the looming darkness. Unfortunately, the Baratheon's mortal greed and pride misunderstood the words the red woman had told him, as he only took it that he was meant to be the King of the Seven Kingdoms. But what the priestess wanted to say was that there's a dark threat that wants to bring an end to all the living and kill the light.

With that, the Baratheon lord started the campaign after marrying the Lannister princess and got some allies who wanted to overthrow the Targaryens - which was eventually successful. The Baratheon crowned himself a new King of the Seven Kingdoms and slaughtered all members of the Targaryen blood - all except one boy, who will need to grow away from his family, as an outcast among people, as he is unable to hide his identity. Forced to live a normal life...

Way into his adulthood, he gets a visit... From a strange woman. A red woman. One that abandoned the King in order to find the boy whom she wronged many years ago.

[b]I am more familiar with the show's premise and wouldn't mind taking some liberation with some lore, but I'm also open to do some digging on the lore from the books. I would also prefer to have all original character for our roleplay, given how vast the canon lore already is, I think it'd be far easier for us to just start some things from the scratch.[/b]

The priestesses role will be very similar to Melisandre's - she is looking for the chosen Prince of the R'hllor, who will smite the darkness and the White Walkers, saving everyone from the Long Night. However, messages that the Lord of Light sends her aren't entirely clear, and for a good while, the images in the burning flames that she had seen showed a figure, one much resembling Reidar Baratheon, the Stag Prince. And as an agent of her God, the priestess went to the Prince, and told him everything the man needed to know. But Reidar was a greedy man. He always wanted to be the King of Seven Kingdoms, and the priestess only buttered his ego and couldn't get enough of it. Even though he was married to Juliette Lannister, Reidar had an affair with the priestess, which resulted with him falling in love with the red woman, but she did not share the same feelings. As the Chosen Prince, she respected him and supported him, even though the things he has done were not the things she agreed with - wiping out the Targaryen line was not something the priestess liked, and as he became the King and ruled for about a decade, it became clear to the red woman that she misinterpreted the messages sent to her by R'hllor. However, with more intense scrying into the flames, she gets a clear message - one that she could not deny or mistake it for someone else. The young Targaryen Prince who has grown now into a man is now the last who carried the blood of the Targaryens and that the Chosen Prince has the blood of the Dragon, roaring in rage and wiping out the darkness.

The Red Priestess did not say a word to Reidar as she just took off one night with important luggage and went off to find where the Last Targaryen might be. And naturally, when she finds him and her presence alerts the locals, the Targaryen won't be too happy. After all, she allied with Reidar when he killed his family. Why would he believe her?

The red woman humbly and deeply apologizes and explains her mistake and that she had misinterpreted the message sent from the God and she promises her undying loyalty to him, for he is the Chosen Prince.

The priestess and Targaryen Prince will have a long journey in building trust, but through their trials, they will grow closer. She will show loyalty in the hardest of times, even when he's angry with her and when he might want her to leave, but she never leaves his side. Points of bonding is when she shows him that his invulnerable to flames and similar situations, but most importantly when the Prince shows courage, understanding and maturity in handling the situations, the priestess will give him the last, unhatched and still living Dragon egg, as her very final way to tell him that she is fully devoted to him and to his cause.

Until they eventually have to take over the Iron Throne against angry Reidar and finally face the Long Night.
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[hider=Final Fantasy: Gods and Monsters]
[i]Sorceress Edea x Sephiroth[/i]

Originally, the character of Edea/Ultimecia was supposed to be in Final Fantasy VII and to me it only made sense that Ultimecia would play the role of JENOVA while Edea, the possessed vessel Ultimecia has chosen, is one of the people behind the ShinRa Company along with Shinra himself. Sephiroth is her perfect creation. Ultimecia's original body has crashed in Gaia was completely ruined and broken, so in order to save herself, with last of her remaining powers, Ultimecia possessed one of the Ancient women from Cetra, creating a new identity of Edea. The body of JENOVA (Ultimecia's original body) is kept inside the tank of ShinRa, her genes used to create perfect hybrid humans - and out of all, Sephiroth specifically looks a lot like JENOVA, his mother. Unknown to him, the mother he pines after so much is right beside him, at all times.

After a sudden failure on one of her quests, Ultimecia had disastrously crashed in Gaia. Not only was her right wing completely broken, but the rest of her body suffered and she could not move. She was drained of all her powers and she feared that she would die in this strange, unknown land, incapable of healing herself, and still unaware of the power that Gaia holds.

However, one of the women from Cetra has noticed the fall in the deep woods and headed that way to see what had happened. The woman was beautiful, with long, silky black hair and elegant figure and she immediately caught the alien looking and winged sorceress' eye. The woman, named Edea, was immediately worried about the fate of the living being and rushed in to help her. Ultimecia, however, used this woman's kindness and with a single touch, she managed to completely take over the woman's body, taking over her identity. However, Ultimecia's body was completely useless - or so she thought. Seeing that she gained powers by taking away life of a peculiar human person, Edea turned towards the path that led to Cetra, completely destroying the place and killing everyone on sight, which only boosted her powers more. After she had completed her genocide, she crystalized her old remains to preserve the body, with hopes that she won't have to get rid of her body.

She had spent over a thousand years studying the energy of Gaia, mastering new magic, while making home in what has left of the crash place. With technology on the rise and world changing, eventually a genius man Professor Gast, who was the man of his time, has discovered the strange, crystalized remains, but he also bumped into a beautiful, just as inhuman looking woman who was radiating with power even him as a human could feel. Edea gave him the ultimatum that he can retrieve the body of an alien only if he takes her with him and teach her everything he knows. He had no other choice, for he was afraid that this elusive woman may take his life in a flash and eventually this would roll the events for Edea where she would meet other scientists and Shinra himself, with her powers and intimidation, made herself a place in the company. She considered Shinra a fool, his greed over useless things such as wealth and control over human herd and their system, but he wouldn't understand why she would let him take all the glory.

No, Edea didn't want money or public image. She kept her presence very secret, as she wanted to take the lifestream of Gaia - Mako - to make herself more powerful, but in turn to also make her own minions. Project named S.O.L.D.I.E.R. as the "test subjects" would, not only be infused with Mako, but also JENOVA's genes - JENOVA being Edea's previous and original body.

Sephiroth, however, was her perfect creation. He was flawless, to the point of obsession to Edea. She kept her identity secret from Sephiroth with the intention to observe him better. Second closest to him was Genesis, the only SOLDIER aware of Edea's presence and existence. Her presence and power has awestruck him and went as far as to call her his Goddess, bowing to her every desire and became her personal agent. But Genesis would become quite envious of Sephiroth and with how much love Edea had for him, which would serve as a form of tension and conflict down the line.

In the roleplay, Sephiroth would become aware of Edea's presence, but it would follow some of the events that happen in Crisis Core and slowly shift towards the FF VII events where his obsession with Mother begin to take place, only for Edea to become very involved in Sephiroth's life.

I imagine their relationship being intense and not exactly an immediate bond between the two, because Sephiroth will have to later find out that his Mother is indeed Edea, just in another body. The plot should follow some of the events from the game, but we can change the course of some of those events and consequences as we see fit.
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[hider=Willing Hostage (Medieval/steampunk fantasy, kidnapping and hostage situation)]
Victorian London style fantasy, dark thriller, drama and intrigue, kidnapping and hostage situation

The political society in this fictional place is extremely tyrannical and only favors the wealthy. YC is not among them. Perhaps he had a very up close and personal conflict with the political and noble figures of the society or maybe he simply despises the noblemen and wants to see the world burn, but YC became quite the boogeyman among the aristocrats. He killed the nobles and left a specific mark so they are aware that, whoever is cutting them down, its always the same man who does it. How did this unknown human being manage to pass security and kill such a renown person of the society? Whoever it is must be quite dangerous. And the security at nighttime are far more wearier of the dangers that lurk around the misty, dark corner.

MC is a daughter of a powerful female politician in the family and she is also quite a known public figure. MC might be perhaps a respected artist, maybe even an actress, a writer or starting her journey as a political figure like her mother, but overall, MC is a woman with a clean reputation and is quite beloved. But in reality, she is very manipulative and also a woman with an appetite for danger. She's far from pure, while women of the society are expected to be prudes, MC is far from it.

Through some circumstances, YC manages to get his hands on MC when she is being careless and separating herself from the crowd and he holds her hostage. Now, he might have a personal issue with MC's family, especially her mother, so he doesn't intend to kill her immediately. Or he might try to kill her, but she stops him.

Regardless, MC manages to talk YC's ear off by telling him information or whatever he needed in order to keep herself alive now that she's in a powerless position. However, when she feels the cold steel of his knife against her throat or graze over her cleavage, MC's heart races with morbid excitement, especially after he roughs her up before that and ties her to a chair. It's when she begins to flirt with him and insinuate all sorts of sexual things. Danger excites her and there's nothing more dangerous than when your life is on the line.

Eventually, they should come to an agreement (along with YC's threats) that she will pass on important information to him that is tied to the political world and YC, with his reputation among the lowlives of the society, might manage to start up a revolution against the nobles and politicians. This might put MC in a tricky position though, considering it's not something she thought about.

I am interested in this type of dynamic and I also imagine that their sex is going to be brutal and rough, with BDSM elements, especially when a woman that is rich and reputable is powerless and in the mercy of someone who is extremely dangerous. I would prefer this story to have a good focus on side characters for the sake of good story development!
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[hider=Vampire the Masquerade (Fandom, supernatural)]
I'll keep it short and sweet for the sake of leaving open space for a partner to build this up with me. This one is about betraying Camarilla and joining the Sabbat. The main plot is in Los Angeles as the Final Nights are nearing and tension brewing in the vampire community. Gehenna is on the lips of nearly every Kindred, as the tension only seemed to be fueled by the intense presence of the Thin-blood vampires that signify the end. The Prince is beginning to show the signs of agitation and the Sabbat have sniffed the vulnerability in the Camarilla structure. The Shovelheads are now smarter and stronger than before. They learned where to hit the Tower - and it is from within. More plot can be added, but this is just putting it simple.

I'd be happy to play out the whole storyline from the game itself, just with the Sabbat storyline being the focus and betraying the Camarilla. However, I'm totally open to making something from a scratch with new setting and themes. But one of the ideas that I did have is that there is a sleeping agent in a sarcophagus and that the whole political conflict is more intense than it was in the game.

MC will be working for the Camarilla and is associated closely with Prince, however she is a Toreador Degenerate, all things that are brutal, upsetting and everything that Camarilla wants to reject about their nature fascinates her to no end. But also, is there anything worse than a bored Toreador who has a bit of a taste for chaos? She's a manipulative character, overly pleasant and likable, as it is with most people of her clan and vampires who know better are wary of her kind. However the desire for something more drives her to more darker aspects of existence, things that distance her away from her Humanity. Even though she serves as an example as one of the well-standing Camarilla figures, her secrets are dark, it's only a matter of time before she is converted away from the pristine imagery of the Tower. 

I want to let you choose the kind of character you want to play, but one thing to keep in mind - I want to delve into the more messed up stuff of the VtM universe, and Sabbat are the definition of it. Diablerie, blood bonds, orgies, occultism, all of that stuff. Just messy, sinful stuff all around. Monstrous, horrifying and disgusting, throw it at me. Can be with a fleshcrafter who is as sick as if he's from Hellraiser or one of the members of the Brotherhood of the Ninth Circle, or the Satanist obsessed Tremere or Baali who do all sorts of messed up stuff, get your inner edgelord out for this one! Most of the plot will depend heavily on the role of YC and what he does, whether or not he holds an authority in Sabbat or maybe wants to climb up the ladder of power in Sabbat.

All in all, MC will serve as the perfect tool to gauge out the eyes of the Camarilla. She is seduced by the horrifying existence of monsters that have embraced their true nature. Because she's far from pristine as she seems. And it only takes a bored Toreador to do the unthinkable.
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