She may not have been around fully when he was in mourning or at all before they met, but she thought she found her home in Dean. She thought she'd always have him in he rlifr and as much as she wasn't fully comprehending it yet, it was that losing him once that made her absolutely terrified she'd lose him again, making her more toxic and possessive than she would like to be. It didn't help they never once spoke about whether they fully exclusive to each other, but did admit toe ach other they loved each other. He never spoke of how he was when she wasn't around, just made her feel wanted and loved.

Now with the flirting with other women in front of her, and this particular woman trying it with him in public when he could have just ignored the note and ignored Raven completely, it was making her feel so insecure about herself, that she was just nothing to him and all his words were just that...words. She didn't know how to control her anger or her outbursts and when she started ranting she couldn't stop herself before she said something incredibly hurtful. This time it was the mention of her being better off dead.

She listened to him talk back to her, seeing how he couldn't even look at her as he did so and it just her cry more, her hands shaking. She didn't know what to do, she was unwillingly pushing him away and she felt like she was losing her safe place all over again. "you should have ignored her request Dean, don't you see that?" she sobbed to him, pleading with him as he decided to give Bobby a call whilst he could go back to his dad. Yet it was him saying saying he was stupid for thinking this could work that hit her like a k ife in the heart.

"it could have worked...you're my home Dean" she sobbed seeing him walk away from her instead fixing this. She turned the wheelchair round to see the concierge still there and tried to figure out her best move was. Chase after him or trust he wouldn't run to the other girl and leave him be. She slowly wheeled out the room, just letting the tears continue to fall. She needed her uncle... No.... She needed her mom, the one person who she could never have back in her life and in that moment she heard her dad's voice in her head [i]"told you he was a no good tyrant". [/i] "I'll be staying in the room until my Uncle comes in the morning for me" she explained.