Mika closed her eyes when he brushed his nose against hers, she could tell he was trying to figure things out as he went just as much as she was. He wasn't the only one feeling pathetic, she was also because she felt so weak letting her insecurities rule her head. She almost started to miss Kenzi and how she kept her tougher, but now she was slowly opening up true self to Dean all over again which made her vulnerable and frightened. She didn't know hoe to be [i]her[/i].

She didn't even notice Bobby coming back into the kitchen toward them with Dean being so incredibly close to her. She didn't think for a second that they'd have got to this place so she was trying desperately to still comprehend everything as it happened. As he let go of her hair and then brushed it behind her ear, out of her face she slowly opened her eyes to see him as a blurry image due to how close he was.

She let the feel of his lips brush against hers, convinced that at any moment he would just leave her and dry. Instead he surprised her by barely saying a thing in response and actually kissing her. When he pulled away and helped her sit up better, she welcomed the aid before looking back at him and kissing him back deeply, refraining with all her might to not just swing her arms right round him.

She welcomed how he let it linger as she savoured his very touch and the feel of his lips on hers before he pulled away and apologised to her. She gently shook her head, "I'm sorry my insecurities put a dent in me trust of you.... I do trust you, please know that. I need you to know that" she whispered back to him, pausing as she collected herself, or at least attempted to. "I know I need to learn how to react to situations and I'll get there. I promise you, I will do anything you want me to or Bobby wants me to to sort myself out. I don't wanna push you away anymore" she spoke quietly but brutally honestly.