Feeling his head rest ontop of hers brought her some considerable amount of calm and relief. His many simple actions made her feel like there was hope in the world, that she had somewhere to belong, even if they were just close friends. She loved how he never once judged her for her passions, but instead welcomed them even if they weren't his passions. She loved reading to him or having watch her draw on the field under a tree. 

When Dean told her to not beat herself up over everything, as she could be Sam, she couldn't stop the small light chuckle that escaped her at his dig about his little brother. "Sam's not all that bad Dean and you know it" she countered to him, knowing deep down how much Dean loved his little brother. She too liked Sam, she found him sweet and even at his young age incredibly smart.

She felt another wave of calm wash over her when he placed his hand over hers and brushed her knuckles eith his thumb, nuzzling her head into him a bit more, as if doing so would make her any closer to him which was impossible to do. She listened as he admitted he was waiting outside her classroom for her out of worry for her and another soft smile crept onto her lips. He really was so incredibly protective over her and she welcomed it as she never had had someone always watching out for her before.

She continued to listen as he told her never to change. She could have sworn he was going to say something when he quickly stopped himself and said something else. She smirked and made a very small snigger as he said he didn't walk stairs for just anyone and kissed the top of her head. "we'll I'm honoured to be someone you'd do such a strenuous activity" she quipped back at him before her stomach started to growl from being hungry which made her chuckle.

She couldn't believe that her stomach would just totally ruin the moment, a moment she wished deep down was because they were more than friends but thankful she had it as friends nonetheless. She didn't know if it was love she had for him or just a simple crush but she did feel so much for him than friendship, she was just too terrified to say anything incase he didn't feel the same way. For someone so smart, she was being incredibly oblivious when it came to how he felt for her.