Dean was thankful to see her smile, but was surprised that she thought he gave good hugs.  He hated hugs.  Sure, he gave them to Bobby and Sam, every now and then, but for girls it was usually a waste of time.  And it made you look soft, to the ones that preferred the more rough around the edges look.  Maybe the reason he gave her such good hugs, was because he used the time she was pressed against him to take in the little details about her, things that were intoxicating.

The smell of her hair.  The way her hair brushed against his face, as he nuzzled it against her ear.  He took in the feeling of her hands against the back of his neck, running down his back, and at times to his hips.  He took in the way that her eyes brightened in the sun, when he was holding her, and trying to convince her that the girls at school were idiots, and she was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.  Most of those moments ended with her punching him in the chest, but even that…was specifically Mika.

“I’m just good at hugging you…”, he muttered, not realizing how bright his green eyes were in the moonlight.  But as she introduced the movie, he smiled, and the smile went all the way to his eyes, causing them to dilate with the pang of love in his gut.  He didn’t know what that feeling was.  In fact, he barely noticed it at all, but it showed in his eyes.  

After he was laying on the bed, he watched her as she stepped over to the TV, his mind not wandering anymore.  This was her night, and he was here to cater to her, which made him shiver a bit at how soft it sounded.  He left his boots on, trying to keep them reserved for the base of the bed, in case he had to run.  For these first few times they would be together, he did this, until he started to learn the schedule of her parents, a bit better.

Raising his hand from his chest, he let her in as she laid down, wrapping his arm tightly around her shoulders and kissing the top of her head.

“This is going to be super sappy, isn’t it?”, he muttered with a smirk, seeing Kevin Costner on the tv.  He then shrugged a bit, “I don’t mind sappy.  It’s gotten me lai-…um…I mean, I um.  That came out wonderfully wrong, and I would never try to…”

He finally broke off his words with a deep sigh, deciding to just shut his mouth and watch the movie as he pulled her closer to him.