[b]MIKA CHAMBERS[/b] The moment Dean said she wasn't a Saint either, she paused for the tiniest of seconds before shhe had made her way onto the top of her trunk. She was so desperate to say 'how dare you?' to him as he tried to bring up their past, to bring up Ethan...the only other person she had in her life who was a constant...until she got him killed. That was far too a raw line to be dredging up and she used all her will power to not say something even more hurtful back. Through her hands on her head she could see his legs standing right in front of her, refusing to give her space, even though that's what she wanted from him. She flinched slightly as he grabbed the sides of her face and made her look at him as he spoke up and agreed to tell her everything. She didn't know if she would believe it or not but sighed as he nuzzled her nose, humming their song, a song that no one knew was theirs. It caused a lump in her throat to appear as she unwillingly calmed a little bit hearing it, tears falling down her face and onto his. She could feel that this was purely him, not some outside source making him do this. She tried to not fall for it but failed miserably. His hope in calming her enough to talk, working. She closed her eyes tightly shut as he kissed her forehead but then came a comment she was initially confused about, making her look behind her and saw Cason's jacket. The realisation of what Dean was going on about hitting her like a ton of bricks as she slowly looked back at him terrified of what she was about to confess to him. "Dean I...." she started stammering, her dear of how he was going to react evident in her eyes and tone. "whatever is doing this to us... G...got to me a...agin." she kept stammering. "one moment I'm singing, n...next thing.. I.. I'm screwing Cason..." she admitted hesitantly. "Dean I'm so sorry. We had no control over ourselves..."she said to him, trying to keep him with her. Her apology completely heartfelt. She was absolutely terrified of his reaction and desperately trying to keep talking to keep him where they were so he didn't go after Cason, even if she knew deep down it was completely useless. She couldn't stop Dean going after Ethan all those years ago, so there was no way she was going to be able to stop him now. [b]NATALIA WINCHESTER[/b] Natalia found herself glancing between Cason and Bobby a couple of times as she witnessed Esme just pull away from him and go outside to get away from absolutely everyone. She actually didn't blame the woman for needing space, it seemed to be becoming a common trait in the group tonight. She watched as he came to sit with her on the couch and grabbed for the whiskey to which Bobby entertained him eith by throwing the glass at him. She had to admit, Cason did look absolutely petrified. Something was definitely up with him and she wanted to know. Yet it seemed she wasn't the only one noticing it as Bobby seemed to be bringing it as well. Cason's shaking like a leaf totally distracting her from the fact that Cason was adamant it was Cupid making them all do these stupid relationship wrecking moves. "Cason, what's going on?" she asked looking at him after he didn't answer Bobby. [b]SAM WINCHESTER[/b] Catching his breath as they laid there together, Sam smiled to himself before chuckling at how Anna could onlysay'wow' to what they just did. He stroked her shoulder as they laid there together with his fingertips before looking down and kissing her back sweetly. Like her, he felt like this a moment of normality whilst being completely oblivious to everything going on upstairs. "that's one word for it" he finally replied after pulling away from the sweet kiss. He watched her face back as he continued to lightly stroke her shoulder and down her bicep. He was aware of the scratches and bruises they had put on each other and just remembering how they inflicted them on each other made him smile to himself. "I'm so glad you're back with me Anna" he told her softly.