[b]NATALIA WINCHESTER[/b] Nat just stayed by his side the entire time, letting him take his time to finally start talking, knowing her brother well enough to know eventually he will cave and open up. Turned out, her theory was indeed correct as he finally said the exact truth of what happened and she wasn't fully expecting it to be that drastic. Especially with Mika of all people. She kept looking forward but her face made it very clear she was listening to him, she just wanted him to get everything off his chest first before she said anything that shhe was thinking. Hearing him blame himself for it, she sighed and glanced down at her hands. She knew she couldn't tell him it wasn't his fault, because yes, it partly was. But in her eyes Cupid was the bigger culprit for all of this. She didn't like that Dean admitted he kissed Esme willingly, it was bad enough it came across as part of Cupid's great plan, but to hearing he wanted to kiss the other woman just felt so much worse. She listened as he said he didn't think they could come back from this and leaned back with him. "Dean if I know you both as well as I think I do then I know you'll both get passed this. It might take some time but that woman up there loves you like no tomorrow. Yeah, she a hurting because you're obviously keeping something from her, but anyone would be in her position. If the roles were reversed, could you really say you wouldn't have reacted the same way as she did?" she replied to him, still remaining calm and collected with him. "I do think though if you still want Mika in your life, then you gotta be honest with her about Esme. She is absolutely terrified that you want Esme over her and she didn't need to tell me that for me to see it in her eyes. For as stubborn, hot headed and impressively strong as she is? She doesn't know how to live without you. Look-"she spoke, before turning her head to look at him, "I may not be the best at being able to giving relationship advice because let's face it, I'm the last person who wants to get tied down. But what you two have is literal goals. Besides the fights that is. Anyone in a hundred mile radius can see how much she adores you and when you were gone, I have never seen someone grief like she did." she told him honestly. She hoped that any part of her words would help him. It was then she could hear a faint melody coming from Mika's room. [b]MIKA CHAMBERS[/b] The moment the fdsint melody began playing she looked up from her lap and tried to fight it, but she couldn't. She felt herself drawn to the window that she didn't realise she had open and looked down at Dean and Natalia talking on Dean's impala. It was then she started singing... [i]"I stare at the girl in the mirror, t-shirt, torn up jeans, no beauty queen. But the way that you see me, you get underneath me, and all of my defences just fall away, fall away.. I am beautiful with you. Even in the darkest parts of me, I am beautiful with you, you make it feel like the way its supposed to be, you're here with me, just show me this and I believe, that I am beautiful with you"[/i] she began singing, tears streaming down her face as she looked right at Dean below her. The lyrics feeling like the rawest truth she had ever felt toward him. [i]"I stand naked before you now, no walls to hide behind, so here am I, you see all my scars and still here you are, I bare my soul and I'm not afraid, not afraid. I am beautiful with you, even in the darkest parts of me, I am beautiful with you, you make it feel like it's supposed to be, you're here with me, just show me this and I believe! I am beautiful with you"[/i] She couldn't stop the lyrics from just pouring out of her as she sang about how even though she's terrified of anyone seeing her scarred body, she let him in and he never once smothered her with pity, just stayed and still saw the real her. [i]"I've been the strong one for so long, but I was wrong, does it make you weak if you're needing someone, I'm not holding back I know what I want! I am beautiful with you, I am beautiful with you, you want me for myself, you get me like no one else! I am beautiful with you! I am beautiful with you, even in the darkest part of me, I am beautiful with you, you make it feel like it's supposed to be, you show me this and I believe, I am beautiful with you"[/i] she managed to sing out as her voiced wavered from the words pouring out of her. As she ended the song her legs buckled from under her and she let herself herself drop to her knees and sobbed. Unaware that Cupid was by her the whole time and crying himself at what he had caused, or that Cason was well and truly at the ready to banish the angel. [b]SAM WINCHESTER[/b] Sam was hoping he wouldn't regret asking what happened but the moment Bobby started his spiel about the night's events, he instantly regretted asking. His eyes went wide though when it was announced that Mika slept with Cason. He never would have thought in a million years that she of all people would have fallen to the trap of sleeping with a demon. She always seemed so much stronger than that. As Bobby left in a huff he sighed and ran his hands through his hair. "I'm going to need to find Dean or Mika..one or the other. I never would have seen that one either. I know Meeko, she wouldn't have done that willingly.." he replied to Annabeth. It was then he heard the sound of music coming from way upstairs and he groaned in annoyance." I'm gonna have to go see to this, can I trust you to stay here whilst I do?" he asked Annabeth, more in a way so he could be rest assured that at least oe person he cared about would be safe somewhere.