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[@Hillan] It wasn't till I started rewatching that I really noticed his influences on the films and they uh... they're not great. I get that Natasha isn't happy that she can't have kids but that she thinks herself a monster because off it?
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I have heard quite a few different explanations for that scene where some people say that she was referring to her entire past with that comment not just specifically that.  Although I have to say a few years ago I would be much more inclined to give benefit of the doubt.  With the stuff that has come out about Joss Whedon over the past year or 2 I am much more sus of that scene.  I think rewatching anything Joss Whedon has quite awkward moments now adays, at least for me.