"oh Trish..." Josh sighed, lifting her chin to make her look at him, "listen to me. I am happy, I have the most incredible little sister in existence. And I would make the same decisions all over again if given the options again. You mean more to me than anyone or anything else. So I don't want you ever blaming yourself for my decisions. I may not have grieved properly like you have but that doesn't mean I'm unhappy okay?" he told her. Kay looked up when Serena walked into the room and nodded," he'll be okay. When he got rid of that negative presence from you, he stupidly looked at the bright light that came out and it got into his eyes a bit. So we had to cleanse his eyes. But he's okay" she explained.