It is never fair when death claims so quickly, when you can't really say good bye and feel rather helpless and distraught in the aftermath.
Your grief will stay with you, try to remember the good times so that her memory isn't tainted, keep that as your core memory of her.
At least that is my way of coping with death maybe it will help you too.
I am sorry for your loss and offer you my condoleances, though the words might seem hollow, you're always welcome to talk or vent if you need to.
And I hope the funeral will run smoothly with fair weather, as I said take your time, I'll keep myself busy, though I still need that dice roll (wink)

As for my family, well it is pretty much all we can do up until this point. It is not like the disease will go away from it considering the fact that you still might be carrier and pass it on, but at least I hope that this way they're better protected against the more extreme effects of it. Hopefully you and yours are still well.