After a long moment of silence had passed, Helena finally spoke up again. "I don't want you to be who you should be according to your contract. I want you be who you really are: my friend." Was all she said, looking up to him with the tears she tried to hold back so badly now rolling down her face. She didn't want him to be her bodyguard, someone meant only to be around her for the sole reason of protection and to sacrifice himself if needed. All she wanted was to have her friend back, the one she thought she had lost many years ago and,seemed to have finally found again, but who now seemed to be just out of reach. She couldn't care that she was crying and started sobbing loudly, that her sight was blurred by tears and that her camera lens was broken. She didn't care about any of that all as she wanted to just curl up against her friend, wishing for her to soothe her and tell her that everything was going to be fine as she tried to recover from her shock. Worrying about such petty little things seemed more useless to her than anything else at that moment.