Kay shook her head, "no...yes..i don't know to be honest" she began, "a large part of me doesn't want to overwhelm her with everything. She may look like she can take a lot but there's a big chance she won't take it all well. Either that or get so over protective it'll be suffocating. It's bad enough I've hinted at me and John being an item." she replied with a fond small smile.

" I'll tell her enough I feel she can process, so maybe just follow my lead. I can tell her you're a friend of Serena's we were going to visit whilst in Seattle" she said, figuring it was the best explanation for the time being. "if that's okay with you" she added. "also, don't be surprise if she'll try and insinuate anything between us or between you and Serena, she's a massive lover of love. Always wanted me happy with someone particularly" she added.