John looked down and muttered “yes…that I wasn’t there and you were taken…to hell. That I couldn’t get you back…then they twisted you into a living weapon…turned Fee and you into a monster…and that it was all my fault…I saw you killing Chas and Sam…and then fighting Serena who was the only one who could match you…it was too much…” 

Serena sighed and looked at Sam. “Ya, it wasn’t fun. I’m used to nightmares since that’s what part of my job is…I felt his when we were under the vines power and I tried to get to him…”