John stayed in the living room out of sight. He was trying not to lose his temper and lose control as he worked thru her emotions. He felt like he had failed Serena and Kay. He pulled his phone out and dialed Chas. He needed to talk this out as his hand shook badly. 

He held the phone to his ear and closed his eyes. When he picked up he muttered “mate…I need you to talk me down…I’m not doing as well as I let off…I failed them mate…she could have died…both of them could have…”