As John spoke, Kay listened and looked up at him as she did so. She wanted to pay full attention to him as he spoke and seemed to actually open up a little bit. When he finished talking, she propped herself up onto her elbow and used her free hand to turn his head to face her so he had to look at her. "if you had done more you would have bled out and been in a worse place than you are now. I wouldn't have been able to deal with that or been happy having you in the fight in that state. You have no idea how worried I was when you said you'd been shot." she told him.

" please... Please don't feel guilty or angry at yourself over this John. What's done is done. I almost lost you at the hospital, I couldn't risk losing you here as well.. And I know its early days, and this whole...worrying about another person's life that's not family, over mine is all new to me. But hey, I'm well and truly letting myself care about you. Hell, if I had to make those decisions all over again I'd make the same damn decisions. You being here kept Sam safe, and that means the utter world to me" she explained.