[quote=@Vacare] I do, but when you really think about it. Noct is allowed to leave at any time, it's not like I force him to stay. We have a contract, but if he so wished I would let him go. Maybe that won't happen and I'll be thankful, but if it does and I truly turn out to be immortal... I've heard stories. Watching all the people you care about, grow up, grow old, and die while you stay forever young for centuries. It's... It's not a life I want. [/quote] I can see how that would be painful for a certain kind of person. Who would you be leaving behind?