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In fairness Medai's op plz nerf living God level strength *didn't help* - much as yam said. My intent with her character is more that I find the concept of someone that powerful who's also afraid, vulnerable, and just wants it to be over to be far more interesting.

To me the concept of "former demon lord who was cast down by the isekai protagonist and mind wiped and with every successive demon lord to be defeated her mind gets wiped again and again leaving only a tiny shriveled core of identity with each cycle that she clings to out of cosmic terror of being stripped of any identity beyond 'the disgraced living weapon' and apparently the isekai goddess responsible for this is the good guy?" is actually a pretty damn fun idea. It doesn't matter how powerful you are if you've been trapped in a hellish cycle for longer than recorded history because you can't even remember the face of the previous demon lord or what they did to get defeated. Let alone how you yourself fucked up back then.