[quote=@Host] *Sets down the stone and puts my hands behind my head* You aren’t really around to enjoy it. And I still have to trust those two to let me come back, which is a real tall order. [/quote] True, and true. Maybe you just need to trust yourself more. It's hard for me to say. On the one hand, I'd never want to lose you, but on the other, they're you too and losing any part of you isn't a good thing.