Chas didn't know how to react to that guess, but he had to admit it did make some kind of sense. Yet it shocked him greatly, "like..like a kid or something? Bloody hell" he replied, trying to compute what they were coming to the realisation, or at least, educated guess of. It was a lot to take in and neither John or Kay seemed the parent type, but he had to admit from very little he and Bane saw of this figure, they did seem to be much younger than any of their group. He grabbed the note when it was safe to do so and read the hand written message for himself, focusing completely on the wording used. As he read it, he fou d he had to perch on the coffee table as it all sunk in. "we won't meet for a while.... I'm proof of yours and Kay's lives get hope and better... Hmm the wording definitely seems to fit as a kid on the horizon...and why their aura felt familiar but still strange" he commented. Josh instantly pulled her into his arms properly and hugged her protectively. "you're not a monster. You are far far from a monster. I get the feeling that in John's world this kind of grey area comes around a lot. Chas told me today that before you and Kay showed up he mostly always walks this path and world alone. He's only really had one other person recently join him before she disappeared... Went on her own path. I'm guessing this is why, because this life has a tendacy to make people do things they wouldn't normally do" he said to her. "but you aren't a monster Serena, I promise" he said to her honestly, seei g no point in sugar coating it. Slowly but surely, the colour started to come back to Kay's face as Bane's power helped Fee to recover quicker and keep Kay calm at the same time. Her breathing went from ragged and quick from her sleep panic to a slow and steady regulated pace. Fee subconsciously soon let the link stop between them as Kay continued to sleep a lot more calmly.