Kay was struggling to process that she at some point in her life ends up having a kid with John. Someone she hasn't long known and be bonded to. It was a lot to process and she wasn't sure if she ever would fully process it, even when that day would eventually come for them both. The idea that they have a girl who was as John stated, strong like her was even more of a mind blowing moment.

She then looked at Josh and Serena when they said there was more news to come and when Serena said what it was, Kay found herself having to sit down on the couch, putting a hand on her head in disbelief. She looked at Serena once more when the words 'the world wrapped din flame' came up. Could she really be capable of turning on the world like that over one man? Then she thought 'well what has the world ever given me other than a shit life?'.

"so this...this mysterious male voice was telling you or hunting to you...then if this danger to John wins out, I what...? Become this big bad villain that practically destroys the world?" she spoke, finding the whole thing utterly insane.