Chas nodded and made John remain seated. "I know you wanna go after her mate but just give her a moment and let Serena go after her for you. It's a lot for Kay to take in, she hasn't been in this world knowingly for long remember. She'll come round when she's ready" he told him, hoping his words would be of some help. Kay had put her head into her hands and flinched lightly when she suddenly felt Serena come beside her and put her arm round her. "I know you would but you shouldn't have to. I don't want to become a living weapon either by Hell's forcing or my own grief. "I can't lose him Serena, I... I just can't. I didn't want to fall in love... I always said to myself it was for children... But he means so much to me and its happened so quickly. All this news, finding out in the future we get a kid, and a kid that feels its urgent to flipping time travel to save him?! I would never want that for a kid". She sobbed.