Serena looked at him and said “since when? I thought I was crazy when we first met…” she rested a hand on his chest. 

Trish looked at Chas with a serious look and said “you need to tell Kay. She needs to know this about him”

John sighed and took her hands in his. “Babe…I won’t let you lose it. But if you do lose control and I’m still alive. I will stop you alright?” His hands were shaking as he said this, not really able to say kill her.