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[INDENT][INDENT][color=#ffcff8][b]Name[/b][/color]
[indent]Amber Hope Westbrook[/indent] 
[color=#ffcff8][b]Age[/b][/color]
[indent]23[/indent]
[color=#ffcff8][b]Place of Residence[/b][/color]
[indent]17 Thurston St.[/indent]
[color=#ffcff8][b]Personality Traits[/b][/color]
[indent][color=#ffcff8]Quiet - [/color]Amber very much does not like being the center of attention. Rather, she prefers being on the periphery of things; she is an [i]intensely[/i] introverted individual. Being put on the spot makes her break out in a cold sweat. She always tries to tuck herself away in the corner, making herself look as small as possible to avoid calling attention to herself. This is not difficult, given that she is only 4' 6" tall.

[color=#ffcff8]Repressed - [/color]So...Amber doesn't like showing her negativity. Not at all. So instead of showing it—instead of letting that frustration out—she puts it in a little bottle and tucks it away on a shelf in her brain, instead doing her best to project an aura of constant calm happiness and courtesy. But, inevitably, no shelf can hold [i]all[/i] of the bottles. Eventually, when she's put up with about as much as she can stand, something in her breaks, and the bottles crash to the ground and shatter. She snaps. But it doesn't come out in a single outburst of emotion; rather, it's a controlled release that takes the form of annoyance, sarcasm, and [i]biting[/i] insults. This has happened increasingly often as of late; her control has been shaken by the onset of the Fog. These days, she's almost more angry than she is calm.

[color=#ffcff8]Unattached - [/color]Amber has never been a notable individual in Hvass. This is partially by design; after all, I've discussed how little she likes being the center of attention, and how much she prefers to sink into the background. But in addition, she's just...not very good at expressing attachment, whether it be to people, or things, or places. Despite living in Hvass for almost a year now, she can count on one hand the amount of people in town that she actually knows the name of.

[color=#ffcff8]Inferiority - [/color]Due in large part to the bullying that was a fundamental part of her life for years and also due to her diminutive stature, Amber has a pretty bad inferiority complex that she masks with either constant and assiduous positivity or her typical dry, sardonic insults. She reacts with not insignificant anger if people harp on her being short for any length of time. When she's not lashing out at someone for it, though, her complex simply sits there in the background, absolutely assassinating her self-worth and self-esteem.[/indent]
[color=#ffcff8][b]Background[/b][/color]
[indent]Amber's life has been very polarized for a very long time.

At home, she was sheltered. The only child of two college professors in New York City, she was coddled and babied by her family. Not just her parents Geoffrey and Eileen, but her grandparents, her aunts, her uncles...her entire family treated her like a princess. Even as she aged. She could do no wrong to them, as scathing as she was. They secured her easy admission to Columbia U, and of course she took it, but she felt so...so [i]controlled[/i]. No matter what she did, they treated her like royalty. And paradoxically, she felt powerless.

At school? At school, she was treated like a punching bag. A quiet girl since the day she was born, her bizarre silence had people mocking her even in elementary school. But the bullying really kicked up a notch once she hit middle school. When all of her peers hit their growth spurts. When she waited and waited, but hers never came. High school was even worse. Quiet, introverted, academic, and of course tiny, she was bullied absolutely mercilessly. Even in college, she was absolutely [i]slaughtered[/i]. No matter what she did, they treated her like garbage. The few friends she had were hesitant to ever grow closer to her, in fear that they might draw the ire of her tormentors themselves. She was, by and large, alone.

Amber was babied and bullied, and nothing in between. And she [i]hated all of it.[/i]

She hated her family for treating her like a child for her entire life, she was an [i]adult[/i] she wanted to be treated like one goddamnit. She hated her peers for making her school life hell. She hated her friends for never bothering to stand up for her, for selling her up the river and cutting their losses whenever she  needed them most. She hated this goddamn city. She hated [i]everybody she knew[/i]. So the first chance she got, she took her biology major and left. She cut off everyone from her old life, sold all her possessions, bought a shitty sedan, and fled to the Midwest. She drove like a woman possessed until she found a town that felt as off-the-map as she could, a little place called Hvass. She started renting a place, got a job as a waitress to pad out what she had left. To do her best to make a new start. And in a town where nobody knew her, she finally, [i]finally[/i] felt like she could breathe. Chronically-introverted even still, she stayed inside most of the time, keeping her distance from everybody else in fear of what might happen. And it was good that she stayed inside, wasn't it?

Because then came the Fog.[/indent]
[color=#ffcff8][b]Other Info[/b][/color]
[indent]She is the champion of cardigans. Her favorite colors are pink, white, orange and red, in that order. She has a pair of vintage USAAF goggles that her grandfather wore in World War II. She usually hangs them around her neck, but they're there if she needs them on her eyes.
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