[quote=@FrostWolf]
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No! Thats not it, I'm just stressed and cant continue the rp, maybe i could do ella but even then it would be hard so i just cant do it anymore. 
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Tell you what. Take some time off. destress yourself and calm down with something. Then when done... come back as Ella. But destress first. Don't overwork and or overshoot.