[@Dark Cloud]
Well, sometimes a character concept can seem real fun at first, but when you start really thinking about how you want their future/endgame (or perhaps, merely the path to get there) to look, inspiration can flounder. And, to be fair, it's been like a month since the initial interest post by the GM. What may have seemed great back then, might not seem so appealing now.
At least a benefit of the slow-ish start-up is that you have the option to reconsider your options before you lock yourself into something you won't enjoy long-term.