[quote=@Cao the Exiled]
I think I may be in the wrong game... there's no way in hell that I'd be able to make posts of those size
[/quote]

Everyone else already soothed you, but lemme just drop my two cents of Guild Experience and Writing Wisdom;

Someone who shows up and hits ‘post’ is a mile better than someone who thinks they are/may very well be a super awesome writer but never hits ‘post’. Satisfy yourself and have fun, and everything else will fall in place! I’ve seen roleplays fall apart because of stress and ‘expectations’; be yourself and have fun!