Hello and welcome to the guild. I'm terribly sorry for your loss, and the mark it's left on you. Such tragedy can really be so devastating. Still, I applaud you for your desire to push onward. Undertaking new commitments can be frightening, and with how often RPs fade away, I understand completely the wariness of joining a group that might be gone tomorrow, or never begin in the first place. At the end of the day, all we can really do is try to forge ahead, hoping that everything holds together for as long as possible. I certainly hope you find what you're looking for, giving you the chance to enjoy your passion once more.

If you're looking for really solid, dependable groups, you might profit from looking at long-running RPs with decent activity. The Casual section generally has the most options. As intimidating as it can be to jump into an RP that's been around a while, those are probably the ones that'll continue to stick around for years to come. I'm blessed to be a small part of one such group of rockstars, and I wish you the best of luck finding the same!