the fuck. 
I had the weirdest dream, where I was living at home and was SUPER raging at my brother. Like, screaming, tearing up his stuff... (I have unresolved anger issues with my brother)
So I went to my room to hide, and my mother and relatives gave me I think 7 joints to smoke, because I needed to 'chill'. But in lighting one I somehow managed to nearly light my desk on fire.

My brain confuses me.