twice. two different people. I thought I was in a relationship with both people at two different times. I had been talking to one for six or 7 years. we only saw each other face to face a few times and on my birthday I thought me and this person were going to get married and I had a rule that I wouldn't sleep with anyone unless we were married or the relationship was heading that way. anyways on my birthday my friend took me I figure I would give him his christmas present which was deadpool movie. we would just watch the movie and hang out until my friend came back to get me. but he pressure me into being with him and me being disablity and basically by my self I couldn't really fight him. he was larger then me about 250 300 maybe 350 more then I weight at the time. we end up cross the line. my friend came back to get me and on the way back to my house I got a text message saying I do not see us having a future we are just friends. second time me and the guy had been hanging out almost every chance we got once again I thought I was in a relationship he look pass all my issues so I felt like ok first time was screw up maybe this is actually relationship. I honest don't really remember how it happen but I know after he said that he is not looking for a girlfriend just a friends with benefits thing. ever since my heart has had a wall around it. been talking to one for eight years but he lives in another state. he don't ask for money or naughty pics or anything I feel like finally may have found a good one the only thing stop is the distance. Do you believe in love at first sight? why or why not?