Fia nodded but she couldn't shift the whole thought process she had in her head. She should have used the sight spell and rune quicker, she felt she shouldn't have just trusted they were alone when she knew that was not always the case in their lives. She felt like her dad in her time would be so disappointed in her for letting her guard down. "Serena can you help him?" Kay asked, not even able to focus on Fia or her self scolding right now. All she cared about in this moment was John and his health and life. She didn't just come into his life just to have it all taken away from her, and yes, it was selfish of her to think like that but she was never selfish normally and right now, she felt she had every justification to be selfish. Not only that, she was willing to heal John even if it put herself at risk of being unwell.