i'm scared to hold babies because i have the urge to throw anything in my hands ( usually my phone ), and . . . what if that happens to a baby i'm holding. i secretly hate how my best friend acts, but don't want to hurt their feelings by saying how they act drains me every time i talk to them ( since they're very sensitive and i tend to be blunt, so there would be no kind way of saying it ). i'm tired of roleplay groups with a highschool clique-y or elitist vibe to them, because it not only feels very immature, but also takes the fun out of it. and that's part of the reason why, despite the amount of ideas i have, i actively avoid group roleplays if i can help it. i hate when people are very quantity over quality, which it seems like a lot of people are these days; they prefer to write long posts of what amounts to nothing interesting happening ( introspection and stuff is cool when it's warranted ) just to fill a certain " quota " and it always reads as kind of boring, and can be a slog to get through. word count does not at all matter imho, as long as the posts themselves have substance and don't give one the urge to click off them while in the middle of reading. [s]whoops this just turned into me complaining, but -- random facts are random facts.[/s]