[hider=Solveig Wistrom] [center][h1]Solveig Wistrom[/h1] [h3]Wraith[/h3] [/center] [table] [row] [hr] [/row][row] [cell] [img]https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/585346873989136396/855389360701964308/solveig.png[/img] [hr] D O S S I E R [indent] [sub]Species[/sub] [indent][sub]Human[/sub][/indent] [sub]Homeworld[/sub] [indent][sub]Earth[/sub][/indent] [sub]Age[/sub] [indent][sub]31[/sub][/indent] [sub]Height/Weight[/sub] [indent][sub]6'2[/sub][/indent] [sub]Class[/sub] [indent][sub]Infiltrator[/sub][/indent] [/indent] [indent] [sub]Affiliation[/sub] [indent][sub]Alliance | N7[/sub][/indent] [/indent] [hr] L O A D O U T [indent][sub] - Cybernetic Arm II. // Increased strength/mobility/defense. - Volkov IX Sniper Rifle I. - Kovalyov VII Assault Rifle, scratched and damaged I. - N7 Special Operatives Gear (Light/Rosenkov) I. - Casual Clothing: Leggings/form fitting athleisure/pleathers/heavy boots/Alliance issued hoodies [/sub][/indent] [hr] I N V E N T O R Y [indent][sub] 1400 Credits - 1200 credits given by SRN for capture of fugitive, later transfered to Katya, to cover any extra medical cost. Tarot Deck Chunk of Rough Obsidian Crystal First Aid Kit Jellybeans [/sub][/indent] [hr] P O W E R S [indent][sub] Operative/Operational Mastery II. Fitness II. Tactical Cloak II. Sabotage I. Cryo Ammo I. [/sub][/indent] [/cell][cell] [hr] A P P E A R A N C E [indent][sub] Solveig suffers quite terribly from what is known as "resting bitch face", meaning, that she is often found with a less than neutral, neutral expression. It's hardly lightened by the trademark sweeps of black eyeshadow and purple smudged waterline that frame her smoke-coloured eyes, always observing, always bright. Gaunt cheeks add to the sharp intensity to her face, and her pale, freckled skin speaks to her Scandinavian heritage. Naturally blonde hair is turned black with dye, and worn unkempt in messy waves, and tightened into a braid across the side of her head, just above her ear - revealing heavy black and grey tattooing down her neck. The woman is tall and slender, standing at 6'2", taller still by a further 3 inches in the heavy heeled boots she opts to wear in her everyday activities. When meeting Solveig, your eye may be persuaded at first by the arm. The silver cybernetic left arm. The alloy is shaped into prominent muscles. It doesn't quite suit the woman, and she regards it as an attached weapon, as opposed to a limb. Expertly crafted, and intimidating to look at for too long. What the arm has done... What her appearance shows, betrays the nature she is desperately trying to unearth again - under her unintentional scowls, twitching nervousness, and shrinking posture is a warm personality, a kind heart, and a giving spirit - somewhere. [/sub][/indent] [hr] B A C K G R O U N D [indent][sub] Solveig was born as Leo lay to the east, and Libra to the west. She came into the world under the sign of Virgo as the last strokes of summer melted away in Vaxjo, Sweden. Born to a soldier mother, and a spiritual father, she was to be raised in the centre of two ideals. Her mother, who knew the stars to simply be stars; and her father, who knew the stars to be the pathway of humanity's past, present, and future. Solveig was born, as her mother described "wrong". The left arm smaller than the right, fingers too small and too few. To her father, his daughter was born perfectly as she was meant to. Solveig, it seemed, fell to the view of her father. Her arm was never something that held her back, and even as a toddler, she managed just fine. She was intuitive in the ways that she would get around situations that otherwise would prevent her from reaching her goal. She had the precision focus of her mother, and the faith in herself that her father continued to pour into her. She was an unstoppable and unruly child. He loved that about her. At night they would discuss the stars, mythology, philosophy and the ways in which the Earth could heal us - old ways that were becoming lost as the future continued to usher in answers for everything. At 12, her father sat with Solveig to give her first reading; pulling the cards that would mark their way for her future. In her mind, she focused on what she should do - and who she should become. Slowly, she picked her way through that old deck carefully. The High Priestess - her divine feminine. The High Priestess was how she saw herself, intuitive and conscious, attuned to her destiny and only in need of a guide to carry her forward. The Hanged Man stood before her as the blockage. He who represented victimisation and emotional blackmail. He who held out the expectations she had to adhere to. Her mother, the shadow, always at play in her mind. For her future, she had pulled Death. That at some point, an abrupt ending would come, followed by rebirth. For years, Death hovered in her mind. She was priming herself to her mother's wishes. To join the Alliance just like she had. Her quiet nature and intense focus had meshed well to the line of Infiltrator. This had been a surprise to her mother, who was a powerful Soldier of the front line. Unrelenting in combat, still, she was proud of her daughter and becoming more and more impressed with her growth - even with her imperfections. Still, she was growing impatient. A soldier's whole body had to be primed for battle. Solveig was imperfect, and so she got to work. By the eve of Solveig's 20th birthday, her mother had finished. A true feat of technology in the form of a cybernetic prosthetic solution to her daughter's disability. All silver and rippling with metal corded muscle, emblazoned with the Systems Alliance insignia. In an event entirely orchestrated by her mother, Solveig found herself manipulated onto the operating table - her father had been suspiciously sent away on other errands days prior. As she lay on the table, and looked up at the glass ceiling, she saw in her reflection the image of The Hanged Man. The last thing that she saw as she was anaesthetised was the image of the card that had always been blocking her. It was too late to fight back. She dreamt of being the greatest sniper in the Alliance. Her mother had promised her that with the arm she would become an N7 one day, that she could bring justice to those who needed her. When she woke up, everything felt wrong. Suddenly, there was something that was now a part of her that hadn’t been before - and what had been a part of her was gone. Long gone. It took her weeks to be able to move the fingers of the arm. It was alien to have five on one hand. More alien to have ten altogether. It started with wagging them, and letting her nerves connect to the technology. Her own mind, the biggest block. Some nights, she would feel searing pain within the new limb - like her actual arm was trapped and encased inside, bleeding into the prosthesis. She would wake up screaming, clawing at the arm to free herself from it. Only then did she find out the strength of the thing when she punched a hole through the wall in desperate frustration. Worse yet, she was stuck there - bleeding inside and stuck. She was claustrophobic in her own skin. It took months longer to get used to it. The coldness of it, the weight, the sensations. But she did. She channeled her focus, and with the help of her father and his spiritual support, she overcame the challenge. She grieved for the loss of her body, for the agency she had handed to her mother. Slowly but surely she began to work with the arm, and not against it. It wasn’t a part of her - but it was her tool - and it was making her a better soldier. Her trigger finger was faster, more precise, and more deadly. She began to climb the ranks at an alarming rate - an N5 by the time she was 27 and credited with over 60 successful assassinations. A lone ranger. A ghost story. The Wraith. When a team of good men couldn’t bring down a ring of slavers. The Alliance would send in their bionic staring machine. This track record of success kept her going through her career, further isolating her from any kind of social life. She became one of the Alliance’s greatest weapons, indoctrinated for the pursuit of violent honour. Point and shoot. Rinse and repeat. Solveig forgot what it was like to be home, to be calm, to be present. To look up to the stars. The silence of being off-mission haunts her. She thinks of all that she has done, those she has killed, and when the wonder and curiosity of the why of human existence became replaced with such a hunger for justice at any cost, and why she was always starving for it, no matter her successes. At her cousin’s wedding, she read the palm of his new wife in a perhaps completely overzealous and awkward fashion. She thought about it for months afterwards, a cold shudder of cringe gnawing at her when she did. She didn’t think about such things in the field. Her skin didn’t crawl when she was crouched in hiding, set to kill. Solveig went back into hiding. Only when she is with her father can she fully relax. Only in his presence does her true nature present itself and almost as if it were never buried to begin with. In following Tarot reads, The High Priestess has never again shown herself to Solveig. During the Reaper War, Solveig was recruited into the N7 Special Ops - finally realised the promise her mother had made to her, even if it wasn’t quite the way it had been intended. The promise felt… Shallow now, transparently insincere. Even as the Reaper War ended, Solveig knew there was much to do, much to fix and mend, systems to be rebuilt. As a weapon, she couldn’t do that. Knowing that she needed to find herself as the echoes of violence ran through her still, she reached out to her in-law, to the Sol Restoration Network. The cards and the stars told her to. The stars told her to humble herself and heal, and the cards told her that Katya was waiting. The arm grew heavier, the fingers felt numb, a black hole opened up inside like a wound. She could no longer be a lone ranger; humanity, and the galaxy, needed her for a mission more important than any other before it. She could shed her ghostly skin and find her heart again. [/sub][/indent] [hr] M O T I V A T I O N [indent][sub] Solveig is a soldier, through and through. Motivated by justice, peace, and proving her worth. On the battlefield, her mindset is as solid as a rock and as sharp as a razor. To her, pain, stress, climate, and just about any situation can be survived and endured when victory is on the horizon, and victory is always glimmering on the horizon. There is always hope. She is incredible at her job, as an N7 Special Ops, she had to be. Outside of the field, Solveig will over-analyse situations and holds an extremely critical eye on herself. Solveig will go through all possible elements of thinking before making a decision. One of those elements will be to consult her tarot deck, to literally look to the skies for an astrological reason. Perhaps, by looking up, she doesn't have to look ahead so much. She is as supportive of people in her life as she can be from a distance. While near silent when in recreation, Solveig enjoys that silence, and her impressive skill affords her a break from the teasing for being so introspective. She is respected as she is, even if others do wonder who she really is. Truthfully she cannot answer that question, she doesn’t know who she is either and so she is elusive when in personally confronting situations. She lacks the emotional intelligence her father was raising her to have, she oversteps boundaries socially because she does not know that they exist. She is awkward, impatient, tactless, and her energy can rub others the wrong way. But she is trying, to be better. [/sub][/indent] [hr] F L A W S [indent][sub] Absolute God-Awful Personality - apparently not so bad, just a [i]very poor speaker[/i] Will go to any length for Justice - manifesting as [b]Never Stops Working™[/b] Psychological body trauma issues. Frequent neuropathic pain. [/sub][/indent] [hr] M I S C [indent][sub] [i]"What is this misc?"[/i] (Loves jellybeans) A Polyglot - Languages - Swedish/English/Russian. Now considering vegetarianism after visiting the Havana meat plant. [/sub][/indent] [/cell] [/row] [/table] [/hider] [hider=Opinions] Zenobia | Lunatic ▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔ [indent][sub][i]1. Reckless. Impulsive. Predictably unpredictable… A Sagittarius if I’ve ever met one. Interesting interaction with her on a mission. Picking a fight with me, I think… It was for a distraction, still… I am scared that she thinks that I wanted those Quarians arrested or in danger. I should have taken their side. 2. Ex-Eclipse... I guess we all have some colour in our pasts, right? I think the best way to appeal to Zenobia is to outdo her. If only she could have been there when we took down the brute... Hell, if Zenobia was there perhaps she would have been holding it down and not me. [/i][/sub][/indent] Nadara | Sunset ▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔ [indent][sub][i]1. She is…. Wonderful. I trust her. Nadara puts us on the right path with grace and wisdom only Asari seem to possess. I…. Fear disappointing her. I will follow her orders, hers maybe… over Lizbeth. 2. I didn't like that Nadara took Janiri but I understand... I am not angry, but I felt some kind of way about it. Not sure she is as wise as I previously gave her credit for based on how she handled it, but my trust was not misplaced. She put the situation right, probably at a personal cost. She made sure of it. I see that Nadara tries hard with her appearance, I don't think I can offer anything of value to her there - perhaps if I found a way to appeal to her sweet tooth... Would she eat Jellybeans, I wonder? [/i][/sub][/indent] Zenn | Shadow ▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔ [indent][sub][i]1. Fascinating that we are so similar… I rarely am intrigued by others but… I have not worked with many Quarians. He seems so hopeful despite everything… I hope he heals soon. 2. Hell, quite an adventure we just had. Can't say I've ever worked so well with anyone as well as I did with Venator and Shadow. I look forward to working with them again. I want to thank them both for their words. If only they knew how much it meant. I'm proud to have helped Zenn and those Quarians. He can call on me anytime. I see that Zenn cares a lot, about everyone. I admire his way with words, and his ability to articulate his feelings so clearly and express himself. There is so much that Zenn values in life. He is optimistic, brave, kind, and smart - and he even cares about me, which I'm not used to. I don't know how to process it... He also hugged me. Something I keep thinking about.. He enjoys talking. I wish I was better at it. [/i][/sub][/indent] Amina | Rogue ▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔ [indent][sub]↳[i]1. Amina is a perfect soldier. I think my mother would have liked her, I think my mother would have preferred her. Her comments to our team, I cannot condone… I should have spoken up - I worry that they mistake my silence for agreement. I think there is much to be learned from Amina - and I think she has much to learn. 2. I respect Amina for defending Nadara, and making sure we knew of her efforts. That's integrity. Seems she appreciates honesty and a job well done - and apparently hot chocolate... Averse to cleaning a mess, though. [/i][/sub][/indent] Kysar | Venator ▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔ [indent][sub]↳[i]1. I worry for him, I glimpsed a darkness in his heart - I understand it, revenge is a temptation. I don’t know if I can talk to him about it, I don’t think I should. I… am worried, and yet I feel safe fighting with Kysar, he is a good soldier, he’ll fight all the way into the tile. 2. Friend. Good friend. From experience now on our mission, I know he is heavy. Honoured to fight at his side, literally. He speaks so openly from his heart, I think he finds some shame in his feelings but... I am glad he expresses himself, even if sometimes that anger is inflammatory within the team, I appreciate that I always know where I stand. I don't know what it is but I just trust him. Maybe I just know he'd never lie to me. I wish there was more I could do to calm his anger. That darkness.... Worries me. Whatever he did on the mission, I hope he stays away from it - I feel that nothing truly good can come from such power. There's... A price, always. Still, he makes me feel useful, and his laughing at me does not appear to be mean spirited. He treats me like a person. I feel at ease in his company. I have noticed he enjoys jokes. I will try and find good ones to tell him. [/i][/sub][/indent] Katya | Husky ▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔ [indent][sub]↳[i]Katya is my cousin-in-law. She gave me this opportunity at SRN, I know she knows some things about me. Nils must have told her. She tries her best to connect to me, I just find it hard. I don't know her all that well, just that I'm now her only family left on Earth, my Dad too... I feel responsible for her state right now. I know if the roles were reversed, she'd be spending every moment taking care of me. She's... caring like that. Best I can do is sit with her, pour her a shot, try a kiss and a squeeze of her hand. Easy to talk to her when she's like this. I wonder if she hears me, I am grateful for her trying to find me a new purpose. Please wake up. [/i][/sub][/indent] [/hider] [hider=The Hunt] [i][b]12 years ago[/b][/i] [hr] It was late at night, made darker still by the complete lack of lighting in the apartment. An evening that had gone dangerously awry by an unexpected guest. Two men squatted in the corner of a library room, lit up only by the opalescent moonlight that was spilling in from the window - setting a spotlight into the library and lighting a path back out into the hallway. The two men hunched behind the bookshelves. “Gods,” one of them whispered out, a pained expression on his face, “my fucking knees.” “Shut up," the other answered from behind gritted teeth, jabbing the shorter (and rounder) man in the ribs. "She’ll hear us,” He peered out from behind the bookcase, seeing only the presence of a long shadow in the hallway now, disrupting the line of pale white like a thick streak of black paint. It moved, only just, before disappearing again. “Shit,” he said, closing his eyes tight. He was still out of breath from running through those damn hallways. He was too drunk to run anymore. That damn Merlot. The short man next to him spoke up again. “You have any shots left?” “Nada, you?” “[i]Fuck.[/i]. I wasted them back down the hall there.” He sighed again, standing up to his full height, his knees creaked and he groaned again. “I was bloody enjoying that wine, but now I’m all adrenaline and fear.” The taller one sighed, tossing his weapon to the ground. “We’re bloody up shits creek then and it’s your fault.” “What the [i]fuck[/i] did you just say?” said the other with an incredulous gasp, looking genuinely offended at the statement. “You think [i]us[/i] versus an Alliance sniper is going to go well? [i]That[/i] Alliance sniper?” He sighed, exasperated. “She already got Karin, Sven, Johanna, and Evan! You’re a complete fuckwit. We’re trapped in this room until one of us makes a move.” It had been a bloodbath, and a frantic thirty minutes. “Well. In that case, I think it’s time you ate some shit Felix,” the man said, his face scrunched up with frustration as he barrelled towards him, grabbing him at his side as he charged out of the door. “Human fucking shield!” he shouted out in a voice loud and booming enough to wake the dead as soon as they came into the clearing, sprinting towards another room. It was too late for Felix. His eyes found the barrel of the gun immediately. Hanging just below one of the beams of the ceiling. The trigger was squeezed, and he was dropped to the floor as the shorter (and apparently, stronger) man began to run faster. A high-pitched scream left him. “Fuck. Fuck! Fuck!” He found himself cornered, like an animal - the darkness had disorientated him and as he swiveled around he made out the unmistakable shape in front of him. Ridiculously tall, made taller by the bird's nest of blonde curls stacked up high on her head - a gun in her hand pointed at his face. “Have some bloody mercy!” he said, holding his hands out as his last attempt to avoid the inevitable. “I’m unarmed!” She [i]did[/i] think about sparing him, a momentary lapse in judgement - of caring about the man in front of her… [i]Nah,[/i] she thought. [b]No survivors.[/b] She pulled the trigger. A powerful squirt of water erupted from the barrel, and hit his forehead dead center - splashing his moustache and beard. He sighed in defeat. Felix’s voice rang out from down the hall. [right]"I look like I’ve bloody pissed myself!"[/right] There was also a loud and sudden thud which must have been Felix slipping and falling over again. “I win,” Solveig Wistrom laughed gleefully, dropping her water pistol to her side. “Yeah no shit,” Lars Wistrom answered, blowing away at the water on his lips, having been (rightfully) defeated by his daughter. “Bloody last time I’m inviting you to games night, darling” he sighed. “I mean, did you have to climb in the fucking rafters like a spider!” “Yes,” she answered straight faced. He furrowed his brow, “and I suppose you had to cut the lights too?” “Element of surprise.” Solveig shrugged her shoulders with a playful smirk, mischief dashed across her eyes. “Create the environment in which you need to meet your objective.” Using his sleeve, Lars wiped at his mouth and started laughing too, his voice quietened. “Sure put the shits up everyone though. Especially Sven. What a fucking prick.” He slapped a hand on Solveig’s back and squeezed her shoulder fondly. “It’s good to have you here,” he said after a moment - as the lights came back on. Karin or Sven must have fixed the switch. In the light, the apartment was far less threatening and haunting, and was instead all warmth - wood and brick, art adorning the walls, and shelves that housed books, knick knacks, artifacts, and various other trinkets. In the light, her father looked as he always did - comfortable, content, and happy (even having just been shot in the face with cold water at close proximity and chased around his home for a long thirty minutes, and in his favourite slippers, too). He smiled again, “I wish you’d come home more often.” Solveig nodded, “I know, I should try… But, my training - it’s important. I have… so much to learn - and less to learn it all with.” She winked, shrugging her shoulder and wiggling the fingers of her smaller arm at him. He grinned, a sense of pride filling his chest, “I’ll bet you give them as much hell as you just gave us though.” She glanced to the side, and bit her lip, “well, yes - I try.” Lars sensed her slight discomfort, it pained him to see her confidence falter, but he knew one way to make her happy… “By the way, one more surprise for you… Smell that?” he asked with his usual warm smile. After a moment, her eyes widened with joy, and she beamed out a smile “kladdkaka?” “Kladdkaka,” Lars confirmed, pulling her closer to him as they strode in the direction of the kitchen. “Oh, and Solveig… Always play to win. Never let up.” [/hider] [hider=The Road][i]7 Years Ago[/i] The open road. A small winding track of dirt and asphalt that curled like a snake through the hills, bordered both sides by woodland. Thick, and ancient. It wasn’t the stars. It wasn’t a ship of cold metal floating in the voids of space. This was Earth. This was Sweden. The engine of the motorcycle growled through the night, its rider dressed in black leathers - save for an arm of silver, holding against the handlebars as she pushed on, taking each corner with care, but still allowing herself to feel the thrill of oak scented air. Life. You just couldn’t get this on the Citadel. Strange then, that a woman so enamoured by the stars, felt the closest to happiness on a motorcycle in her home country, away from them. The rumble of the engine was a comfort, and Solveig pressed on, with plans to visit her father, it had been too long. As she rode, the growing darkness seemed to swallow her at times. Her headlight cut a narrow swath through the road's abyss. Up ahead, even as relaxed as she was, she was ever alert. A vehicle in the front disturbed the relative silence with the sound of tyres on the ground like a scream in the night as it was brought to an abrupt halt. The distinct and loud sound of something crashing against glass. A thud that rang through Solveig’s ears, followed by a pained yelp. The deer that had been hit limped and dashed, and limped and dashed again away from the danger. It’s eyes wide and white with the shock of it. The car took back off without a second thought, just a curse from the window until it disappeared over the hill and around the turns of the road. Solveig’s heart pounded in her chest and she stood silent, her bike at a halt. She felt a turn in her stomach as she watched it falter and fall down into the grass. Her heart ached as she observed the creature's labored breaths and the pain that flickered in its eyes. Without thinking, she moved from her bike - the headlight still a beam on the road. A tunnel of harsh light. She moved quickly and sat beside the deer, her hand resting gently on its heaving side. The darkness, untouched by the beam of her motorcycle, just the glitter of the stars above that gave glimpses of vision to the animal that lay dying. The sparkle of the deer's eyes began to dim, and made way for pleading, and as she watched it, it was like time stood still under the moonlight as life slipped away, leaving the wilderness less wild for an instant. Solveig stayed with it, silent witness, and as it took its last laboured breath, the Soldier was left alone once more. As she continued to sit with the deer, her hand remained on its shoulder, but she felt nothing. There were no nerves in this hand to feel anything, not any more. Lost in the stillness of the moment, a rustling in the underbrush nearby startled her. Her head snapped in the direction of the sound and her eyes met those of a tiny fawn, its delicate form bathed in moonlight. It watched Solveig with curiosity. Innocent and unafraid, its tiny face found the image of the other deer on the ground. A high-pitched vocalisation sounded. With a heavy heart, Sol mounted the motorcycle, the road ahead still stretching out towards her father’s home. The engine's now gentle purr provided the return of faint comfort, a lullaby of sorts, as she pressed on slowly across the ribbon of asphalt. [/hider]