Roaki sat and listened quietly, as was her lot. It sounded like nonsense, honestly, and the more Quinnlash said, the less sense anything made. Modium? Did she really expect her to believe she grew up drinking [i]modium[/i]? People died just being near the stuff, you didn’t just [i]drink[/i] it. This had to be a trick, then, another ploy to get something out of her. But what? What else was there to say that hadn’t been said already? She had no crucial information for RISC, no deep, national secrets; Helburke wanted her gone just as much as everyone else, no one had ever told her anything she didn’t absolutely need to know. 

She considered it might be that strange, miserable sort of cruelty she’d suspected Quinnlash preferred some weeks ago, but if that truly was the case, its purpose had yet to be made clear. IF the rest of her life was really to be spent listening to her enemy complain she wished she’d been back in that cell—at least there the cold would have killed her by now. 

Failing that, she had to consider the distant possibility that Quinnlash was telling the truth—or at least that she thought she was. Roaki didn’t believe it for a second. She was well acquainted with the effects of modium, more than most people alive, she wagered. If Quinnlash had really been drinking it her whole life, she’d be dead. She was certain of it. 

But, again, [i]if[/i] it was true—why? 

The possibilities to [i]that[/i] question were fractal and endless and made her head hurt. Roaki quickly decided that she didn’t care why. If someone had done that to her, she thought, she would have ripped their kidneys out with her hands. Quinnlash wouldn’t, though. She had a special sort of weakness, and if her persona were to be taken at face-value, then it wouldn’t be at all surprising to find out that she never did anything about it. 

God, fuck. But if she’d only stop fucking [i]crying[/i]. 

“[color=ec008c]…Okay,[/color]” she said, when the silence was long. “[color=ec008c]Your parents poisoned you. Why would they do that?[/color]”