Kijani flinched as she was touched, turning away as if she had been burnt. "..." How could she explain that Mimic hadn't been been Mimic, in her eyes. It had been... She shivered and looked at her shoes. "I did. I thought I was going to die." It was the restraints, now that she'd thought of it. Being held captive in that exact same way had triggered something in her mind, it had been so much realer than any of the old nightmares.