Kay sighed when he blamed himself for all of this all over again. "John, if he does, then well....he does. But you can't blame yourself for everything." she told him. "The way I see it, none of us are perfect or do things perfectly every time, we all mess up at times. It's just how we're built as people" she explained, before realising she wasn't exactly fully human and internally winced at her own words, something she wouldn't have thought twice about before meeting John and Serena. "People and phoenixes" she corrected herself. "but you know what? If that teenage girl in the other room is our kid, then she's proof we haven't completely screwed up in everything we do" she added. Fia nodded, understanding what he was talking about. "then maybe we can ask when she's free. Or ask one of the shadows what they mean?" she replied. She still wished she could find out how things were in their time period but she also didn't want to upset Drake any more than he possibly already was or any more stressed out. Josh smiled and still thought that Serena was getting more amazing. "Well you're still pretty incredible" he told her once more.