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I'm an adult, you say

He can't say anything about what I do, you say

Yet you do

You always have

You always made sure to

For years and years

You kept me afraid

Kept me under your thumb

You like being in control dont you

Thats why you hate me for continuing to defy you

By being here

Trust me

I want to be better

I want to have a job, a life, for my life to be worth something

I want to be better

I am more than aware that I am sinful

But I want to be better

So why am I still tethered to you

Let me be independent from you

Please

...

I don't think I can ever forgive myself
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