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Entry No.1, 6.8.2020

God, how long has it been since I wrote in this thing?

Well, technically I had to get a new journal. The old one had so much mad ramblings I'm shocked I haven't been thrown into a mental hospital. Alas, that husk is long gone, unfortunately costing me most of my kindness.

Poor kid. Annette never asked to go through such hell, none of them did.

It's been months since we "dissapeared", I've been working on fixing the others for a while. Some didn't want to lose their memories of them, but even if it pained me, we didn't have a choice. I wanted them to have better lives, after all. Even if mine ended up worse in the end.

Damn them. If I didn't know better I'd march back there and get my revenge. He's been itching to bust heads after finding out why he suffered so much. Best to list my progress here.

- Jay
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Entry No.2, 6.10.2020

I should probably introduce myself, first and foremost.

I go by many monikers, in an attempts to conceal my true identity, for saftey reasons. Thus multiple personas, and eventually husks of who I once was.

For now, call me Jay. Short for the nickname shoved onto me by friends.

Currently I...have no idea what to do for the characters puppets others. My resources are limited. One thing wrong with life right now has to be the fear that everyone's out to get you. To hurt you.

...I know, bullshit, right?

But that's how I have to let things be for now. Especially since I was painted as a villain by them. Can't trust anyone easily now.

Damn them.

My vendetta aside, I've been trying to find a place, a story for the other characters (for a lack of a better term.) at my disposal. But they're kinda oddball-ish? It's hard to find the right story for some.

Guess I can make one up myself? I'm at a loss for ideas though.

- Jay
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Entry No.3 6.21.2020
Her mental state' wavering again.

How refreshing.

Soon she'll join the other worthless simulacrums in death.

Soon there will be nothing left.

And yet...

Hm.

Once this one story is finish, we'll just go ahead and dissapear again.

Whether or not it's in death is...uncertain. Fortunately for her.

We'd leave little behind, however.

We're nothing more than a nobody in this god-forsaken life.

And that's how they- our family wants us to be.

Damn our old "friends". I'd kill them for ruining our lives if it wasn't illegal. Well, some psychological tourture would be less violent. Or obvious.

Ah well~ I already won our little bet and got my vessel back. It's only a matter of time.

- Dahlia
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Entry No.4 7.9.2020
Can't be angry, or I deserve to be slapped. Can't be sad or scared; show weakness, or I'm pathetic. Can't be happy, smiles are suspicious. Love is a lie, and so is hope. So what do they want me to be, if not a husk void of emotion?

...Hm, might as well write real stories here, before another misfortune gives me a chance to kill myself.

- Jay
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Entry No.5 10.27.2021
...Huh. To be honest I forgot I had this. Guess since nothing bad's happened there was no need to continue. That or I had no projects in mind. Well, there's one but it's still on the drawing board. On the plus side I found a place for one of my spare characters! Well, two places. Eh, fits him anyways to be a constant. The others still aren't so lucky.

Well, I'm alive. Neither Reese or Dahlia showed up for awhile. Well I get the latter, she won the bet and got a body back; Probably screwed off to the Abyss somewhere. But-

Hm. Guess it's cause they weren't needed.

...One more year. You're so close. It's almost the end of the year, then it's waiting for your birthday. Better make plans soon, they'll kick you out eventually. Persist. Even if they try to make you paranoid, even if they make you scornful, or afraid of the world. Even if they break your spirit without remorse, or drive you away from here again.

Even if they treat you as if you were a stupid, loud-mouthed, iredeemable nussance. Your low self-esteem speaking for them or not.

And if they resort to something drastic?

Give them hell.

...That being said, I should probably make use of this soon. Not exactly good at fanfiction, especially not writing characters that I don't own. But we can try.

- Jay* (*Concidering change of penname)
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