She curled up in her nest and closed her eyes, burying her nose into his nest to take a sniff of the old alphas lingering scent, she closed her eyes and just laid like that. Ever since her mate had died she'd been doing her best to keep the pack together, but it obviously isn't working well enough... She has just been feeling so, so, [i]crushed[/i] since he'd died, he hadn't even known she was with pups, carrying lis babies inside of her. She disliked Rowan a bit, not because of his personality or anything like that but because he had replaced the place of her beloved Alpha, and she didn't like that much. She knew he hadn't been born into their pack but they had nobody else to take the role of Alpha, and Rowan Offered to be him, so he was now him. She lifted her head and stood, feeling embarrassed because of out outburst.

  She pads outside of her den, her fur fluffed against the sudden cold breeze causing her to shiver. [i]Its quite a cold day outside is it not?[/i] She thought to herself as she looked around the camp, they didn't have many people, the low ranks are all either on patrol or hunting currently. The werewolves ate both prey and human food, but ever since they have moved they have been eating more and more freshkill, nobody objects of course, because Alphas word is law, especially in Crystal's case. She sat down and curled her overly fluffy tail around her paws, sighing as she looked around, they really needed more wolves, and with Ella gone and some pack members in distress it didn't help much. She sighed and laid down, putting her head on her paws and her tail curling beside her. She looked over to Beta Ling. "Hello Beta Ling, you are free to go patrolling or hunting or whatever." She said, releasing him of his post outside of her cave.