[quote=@Valiance]
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She can share on her own behalf if she likes. My business is no business of yours.
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Then perhaps you should have trusted your own intuition. That force that you encountered, if it can indeed be compared to something knowable, was not the entity you sought. As much as it can be understood, what you saw today was akin to a cell in your body, not its heart. And the defenses, its immunities.