Hello. After dipping from the Guild for two years because I was hopping around between dead-end minimum-wage jobs while on COVID-induced fever dreams and forgot this site existed (lol oopsie), I'm back seeking long-term partners. I'm primarily looking for vampire stuff, but really any Gothic Fiction stuff is feasible. We can create something original within the conventions of the genre, or we can play in the [i]Vampire: the Masquerade[/i] setting. Up to you.
[center][h2]About Me[/h2][/center][indent][indent][indent][list][*]29 years old. EST. Crippling unmedicated ADHD that makes it hard to post sometimes (unless we do this thing on Discord, which I check daily).[*]Advanced-level grammar, spelling, and hopefully style. Casual to Advanced-level post length, depending on the needs of the scene. I've been doing this for sixteen years and counting, so hopefully I know what I'm doing by now. Mostly. Somewhat. A little. At all.[*]I only play original characters, in non-fandom game settings. Not interested in writing fanfiction about that show you like. Sorry.[*]Similarly, if you've ever loved romance RP but dreaded having to write awkward sex scenes with an uncomfortably enthusiastic partner, you've found the right guy. I am thoroughly uninterested in roleplaying sex, as I am perfectly satisfied with my real-life, flesh-and-blood sex life and therefore do not need to experience it vicariously through my characters. You can rest easy knowing I'm not noodling my gummy worm during our rp sessions![*]Normally I'm only interested in M/F romantic pairings (not yet comfortable with my skill level in relating to and depicting other pairings in a way which is simultaneously realistic, respectful, and compelling), but owing to vampires' unique nature as distinctly asexual creatures who imitate sex and charisma in order to prey upon gullible humans, this time I'm honestly good with whatever![*]Worldbuilding, character writing, and the art of a story in general are extremely important to me. I want our game to be not just unique from every other vampire thing but also immersive, intriguing, and compelling.[*]I've been Storytelling in the [i]Vampire: the Masquerade[/i] V5 metaplot for about three years. I'm no master, but I'm slowly-yet-surely acquainting myself with the lore. I've played [i]Bloodlines[/i] and [i]Coteries of New York[/i] as well.[*]If we go with [i]V:tM[/i] as our setting, I'm cool with rolling up character sheets and having dice at the ready, or with going rules-lite. Either is fine.[*]Totally down to hear your ideas, incorporate your input, and approach our story as a collaboration instead of a GM-player dynamic.[*]100% capable of "doubling" and playing NPC casts. I like to think I've become quite good at making them feel engaging and real.[*]I'm cool with going with one of my ideas, going with one of yours, or blending and fusing elements from both.[*]I want to hurt our characters, but I don't want to hurt you. I respect all content boundaries, communicate consent before especially touchy scenes, and want us to feel safe expressing needs and wants with each other. It should go without saying that my game spaces are LGBT+/non-cis/POC-friendly as well. I hope you'll let me know if you feel uncomfortable with a scene, if you wanna change elements within the story, etc.[*]I'm looking forward to writing with you.[/list][/indent][/indent][/indent]
[center][h2]About You, My Ideal Partner[/h2][/center][indent][indent][indent][list][*]21+. Cool with violence and guts and stuff, of course, but also a little more familiar than the average RPer with more nuanced, adult storytelling.[*]Willing to [color=#FFFFFF]f[/color][color=#F0EFEF]a[/color][color=#E1E0E0]d[/color][color=#D2D1D1]e[/color][color=#C3C2C2]-[/color][color=#B4B3B3]t[/color][color=#A5A4A4]o[/color][color=#969595]-[/color][color=#878686]b[/color][color=#787777]l[/color][color=#696868]a[/color][color=#5A5959]c[/color][color=#4B4A4A]k[/color] preceding explicit sexual content, because there's terabyte after terabyte of free porn on the internet and you know how to find it all by yourself when "the need" "arises."[*]You know the difference between M-rated content (violence, sex, torture, gore) and actual mature themes, and are comfortable with the former and skilled with the latter. You're capable of providing, and willing to provide, thoughtful, introspective, [i]adult[/i] storytelling to our game, with nuanced, imperfect, but compelling characters. See bullet #1.[*]You are an active storyteller, not a passive one. You do not merely reply to my posts but yourself contribute to the worldbuilding, the character development (including advancing our characters' relationship), and the plot.[*]In regards to grammar, spelling, syntax, and style, you're at least solidly on the Casual spectrum somewhere. I don't really care about post length but please be kinda good at the whole writing thing. This point is flexible if you're ESL (English as a Second Language).[/list][/indent][/indent][/indent]
[center][h2]About My RP Ideas, Which I've Assembled into Half-Assed Plot Synopses[/h2][/center]I'm good with playing either character in each pairing.[hider=The Blasphemy of Pilgrim Hill (Gothic, Horror, Romance)][indent]Starting this vampire interest check with a non-vampire plot because nobody tells me what to do, not even myself.

In an undisclosed year, in a remote and pitiless valley, a community of poor villagers shambles out from the scant warmth of their hovels into the glittering morning cold beyond. It's the morning of Wintersiege [name pending]: the first day of winter, celebrated with a feast since before their written history. Each villager offers up what she can to the table—some pickled vegetables, a few of last season's dried sausages, a sprig or two of winter forage—but when it's all come together the "feast" is a paltry thing; a scraping-together of scraps and waste parts; a mere shadow of the glories of past years, but what's more, a portent of fortunes to come. As according to this superstitious people, those who eat little at winter's beginning will be eating nothing by Yuletide, and be food themselves by spring; black, huddled meat and snow-scorched bones, uncloaked by the thawing of the frost, gnawed by things unknown and best left unknown.

Character1 refuses to lie down and accept this fate. A prodigy with her father's musket, she, better than anyone, could brave the woods and the disfigured monsters that patrol them, and return with meat and pelts; return a hero. But the village's soothsayers warn of a nasty blizzard on its way, the likes of which can raisin the eyes and strip naked the bones with its shrieking, whistling breath. And so Character1's father forbids her from going; not even with the village's fate at stake may she sacrifice herself, bravely and foolishly, to the woods. So when over the next week she stuffs her pockets with dried meat, and knits the holes in her capote, and casts new balls for her bullet pouch, she must sneak, and skulk, and raise no suspicions from her doting family.

Once she has prepared, Character1 sets out before sunrise, covering her footprints in the snow's first dusting as she descends into the forest. At one point she has a straggly young fawn in her sights, but when she pulls the trigger, her pan flashes; a misfire. At this point she is beginning to struggle to see, with the air thickening (whitening) in every direction. The fawn bolts; Character1 could make it if she turns back now. Instead she follows the animal.

By the time she's soaked, lost, and doomed, she hasn't seen the deer in over an hour. The snow quickly fills in every track she lays; she can barely see five feet in front of her, making it impossible to detect or follow the marks she'd been leaving behind on the trees to guide her back to the village.

And to cut this story short: with no other choice, Character1 knows what she must do to survive to see her family again. She knows this valley lay to the west of its mountain, and so she walks east. And when the ground slopes and sprawls upward, she climbs. She climbs and climbs until she stands beneath an enormous grey wall, and its massive doors of black iron, both standing indomitable against the battering and braying of the wind. And she screams the words which will change her life forever.

"I am your loyal subject, and I invoke my Guestright."

Yes, the castle has gone by many names in many tongues through the centuries, but always it has belonged to Character1's liege-lords; her masters; the House of Valtrecht. And to shelter from the deafening cold, she must swallow her terror, ignore the hideous rumors she's heard about this cursed place, and invoke the laws of hospitality: which per traditions ancient and unknowable will force the patriarch to open his doors to her, and feed her, and safeguard her from the dangers beyond. There she will meet Character2: the master's son and the frail and dying heir to this gloomy place; as well as the bizarre cast of manservants, soldiers, and counselors who obey his every whim. At least for now, as with a mysterious disease ravaging his brittle body, he is not long for this world, and the dark legacy of this place will require a new heir and steward.

As Character1 repays the debt she has accrued to this family, and their castle (which seems at times to have a mind all its own), will the young heir develop forbidden and doomed affections for her? Will the two dream of escaping together to a place warm and safe and far, far away? Or will the castle, and its dark secret, prove indomitable as it crushes their spirit and devours their every hope?

[So, lots of moving parts with this one, and lots that can be altered too. For instance, I don't mind if we wanna instead say Character1 is an outsider from some other place, maybe lost and desperate, or maybe here with a twisted purpose. Obviously reversing the roles is fine too. As long as the general motif is intact: of an outsider trapped against her will inside of a massive, haunted, seemingly sentient castle with its bizarre and dangerous inhabitants. This one's heavily inspired by [i]Titus Groan[/i].][/indent][/hider][hider=Tokyo by Night (V:tM, Gothpunk, Political, Horror)][indent]Keiko Kawashima (川島圭子) is a teenaged delinquent from Nerima. 17 years old, Blood Type B. Having used to roll with an all-girls [i]bōsōzoku,[/i] her hobbies include bullying, shoplifting, and riding her motorbikebike; drinking cheap beer and smoking cheap cigarettes.

Unfortunately, she's been 17 for forty years. And will be for some time more. Some say until Gehenna; but more likely, she'll finally piss off a bigger, badder predator than her, and all that attitude and bravado will catch up to her at once, like a freight train.

Keiko doesn't know she's something called a Kindred (a Brujah, to be precise), or that others like her live all over Tokyo, or that something called the Camarilla fears creatures called the Kuei-Jin—or that that's beginning to change, with more vampires always moving in, and getting bolder by the year. All she knows is a cute guy from America (seemed to be running from something) turned her into...this before moving on to the next town. And ever since, she's been able to claw her way up the sides of skyscrapers, throw dumpsters, and flip trucks with ease. Not to mention she doesn't need to be afraid of anyone anymore: not her parents, not teachers, and definitely not bigger, meaner girls. She can go wherever she wants, swipe as many smokes and bottles of booze as she pleases; and if the shop owners don't like it, it's not like they can catch her anyway. Yep. Being a vampire is the good life, and Keiko wouldn't change it for anything.

Of course, until she meets Character2 and catches feelings.

From here this one's way more open-ended. Is this other person a girl or a guy? Does Keiko try to protect them, or does she want to kick their ass? Will that person remain human, or will the two become pals for (un)life? And how long until other vampires learn about this loud-mouthed, super-strong freakshow running around terrifying the humans and endangering the Masquerade? (In other words, how long until immortal politics catch up to them?) It all depends on the character you wanna play.

This one's inspired by [i]Let the Right One In,[/i] so I expect it to have its cute moments when it isn't being about high-octane action and deadly politicking.[/indent][/hider][hider=Other cities I'd be willing to run for V:tM, if you're bringing an idea to the table][indent][i]Las Vegas by Night
Phoenix by Night
New Orleans by Night
Rome by Night
Venice by Night
Amsterdam by Night[/i][/indent][/hider]

I have more (particularly for Vegas & NOLA), but writing this has taken too long so I'll just post now and edit other plot hooks in later.

Please send a PM if interested. Hoping to hear from you soon.