[quote=@Magnanimity] Right now I feel more liberated than I have in ages. *Approaches a metal bulkhead door that is sealed in our path. I plant one hand on each half of the door and pull the halves away from each other, forcibly opening the door* And for the record, my family is great. I appreciate you asking because I've spent so long keeping myself detached from thinking about them super hard. [/quote] *Takes a step backward toward the wall, clearly wanting to stay as far out of the path of your hands as possible* You were pretty close then? If it affects you so much.