Ryan, 32, City Hall Clerk. It was one of those continuous rains, not hard, but it never stopped. The territory I was slogging through was new to me. When your shorts get wet they slip down, down down they slip, down around the cheeks of your ass, as wet rim of a thing held up by the crotch of your pants. That does it, I thought, only and idiot would go through what I am going through. The moment I decided to quit, I felt much better. Through the rain I saw a building at the end of the street. When I got down I saw it was a bar. The sign burned: BILLY'S BAR There was a heater going. Well, shit, I thought, I might as well get dry. I took off my raincoat and my cap, threw the backpack with documents on the floor, and ordered a hot lemonade with vodka.