[quote=@Dark Cloud]
Hi, I'm sorry. I've been struggling to do much the past few days and even before this weekend has been very emotionally taxing for me as of yesterday was my grandfathers funeral and today we spread his ashes. I feel very empty inside rn. I should have said that this weekend was going to be busy but I've been away from both my phone and computer. I apologize deeply, I'm just dealing with a lot rn.

Yesterday was a struggle because I am not good at speaking and I broke down when I was trying to make a speech about my grandfather. I will try to take the time to write in the next day or so.
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There's no need to apologize. 
You have my condolences.

Take the time you need.