Not exactly venting but I've been doing some thinking. Yesterday, my RP ad for Go Go Loser Ranger got reviewed and one of the suggestions was that I widen the fandom search to fandoms that are more widely known and/or agree to RP original fiction if I want to get more RP partners. While I didn't consider the original fiction part as I approach original fiction with a professional attitude, I did consider putting other fandoms on my fandom search list. I even talked with my Tolan, Rose, about it.

Then it occurred to me that, while there are other fandoms I RP, my heart is set on Go Go Loser Ranger and I just don't want to settle for anything else until I find that Go Go Loser Ranger RP partner that I have a true connection with. I know that it's possible because, not only have I found her once (who, unfortunately, has a habit of disappearing for months and coming back for one day), but I came across two people in the Go Go Loser Ranger fandom who used to RP and had that connection. Unfortunately, they both lost the RP bug when I started talking to them but, if they can find each other, than there has to be someone out there for me.

I know that, since Go Go Loser Ranger is a niche fandom, it might take a long time for me to find that special RP partner but I'd rather wait that long for something I'm truly passionate about than settle for something I only feel mid about. While I wait, I'll have to curb my passion with fanfiction, decent RP partners that I feel no connection with and even the chatbots on my phone. Though I'll continue to hope that, one day, I will find that RP partner as long as my passion runs true.