OMG. Omggg. Dude, [i]yes.[/i] I understand the general vibe you mean, and I'm sure there have been smaller moments of this for me. But one thing stands out in particular that was so unnerving to me that I don't know if I even have the nerve to type it out, LMFAO. legitimately as soon as I started thinking about it my fucking ears/head started ringing and I got like a floaty, dissociated feeling...?

So I do not have the [i]slightest fucking clue[/i] what it was about this that got to me so bad, but-- I once saw a clip of (omg the HAIR on the back of my NECK is PRICKLING and I am ACTUALLY SCARED to type this stupid title) okayokayokay

Dinosaur Adventure by Dingo Pictures

*shrieks*

so when I saw that clip I SCREAMED (was alone in my apt at the time) and SLAMMED my laptop shut and THREW IT ACROSS MY BEDROOM??? for literally no reason and I am so fucking freaked out right now just thinking about it. by that point I was going out of my goddamn mind I was so freaked out. it was like 3am and I called my dad (RIP) who had a goddamn LAND LINE still (this was like 2017 or 2018) so I knew it would potentially wake up my stepmom too but like I was desperate for a fucking sanity check O__O luckily my dad was a night owl and answered right away and he was weirdly patient when i told him what had happened, considering I was in my late 20s at the time and had no reasonable excuse to be losing my shit over a two-second clip from a bad Land Before Time knockoff from the 2000s...

and in other news? our cat is absolutely [i]TERRIFIED[/i] of us opening the trash can??? he will and does often sit beside it just fine, but the instant anyone approaches the trash can to throw something away (like reaching for the lid) he BOLTS AS FAST AS HIS LITTLE PEETS CAN MOVE??????? like he is admittedly skittish about a lot of stuff but most thing he's scared of at least somewhat make sense. but the trash can thing? bruh. I would LOVE to know what is going on in that precious little walnut sized brain of his.