I can't blame you at all. I hope you manage to feel better. I run DND for disabled people and we use text to speech or read things aloud to people often. I know how frustrating either option can be so I don't blame you. I really shouldn't and I really don't want to but I would be willing to gm if people want. I won't be nearly as good as our spectacular and bombastic gm xaltwind but I can do my best. This is the second time a roleplay I've been super stoked for has collapsed via real world stuff since I hoped back on here. I don't want that to keep happening