[Center][Img]https://i.imgur.com/zDiNT8v.jpeg[/Img] [Color=#E6E8FA][H1]Kota[/h1][/color] [/Center] Mentions: [@Moonberry][@Tau] The smile remained on Kota’s face, even while Yumedopple ridiculed him. [Color=#E6E8FA]“Can’t say I am fine, far from it actually.”[/color] He’d flex his fingers. [Color=#E6E8FA]“I’ve just had my insecurities exposed to me and was brought back to a more vulnerable, angsty, and hormonal version of myself. So yeah I’m anything but fine.”[/color] His mind felt exhausted, restless, unsure. The negative emotions and trauma, the mix of living as both Jin and Kota. Swapping back and forth between their minds. It was all nauseating. The trial has not been easy, punching stuff is easy. Violence was innate, even celebrated as a beastkin. However, the hardest challenges were the one that you could not punch or kick your way out of. [Color=#E6E8FA]“In this life, you can find so many things to be upset about. That you often take for granted the blessings you’ve been given.”[/color] He’d have lost a lot, friends, family, even himself. However he gained a lot, a second chance, new opportunities, growth and wisdom. Though it wasn’t easy and it came with a slew of new trauma. He had no regrets. The flashes of threads reached out to him, flashing his best friend, his family, even Nozomi for some reason. As they looked at him with contempt, Kota stared back with weak eyes and a smile. [Color=#E6E8FA]“Surprised you’re here, guess you had a bigger impression on me than I thought.”[/color] He looked at the idle school girl. The triggered emotions of Jin threatened to bubble over but were capped at a point. He still harbored strong emotions for each one of the individuals gathered. Truthfully, he was not ready to come to terms with everything. Not at that moment at least. [Color=#E6E8FA]“I will always hold you all in my heart, there, you’ll live on forever.”[/color] As he spoke, Kota raised a hand. Blue ethereal soul essence could be seen forming around his body as pressure began to build up around him. The pure white Fox tails on his back stood up, reacting to the flow of energy and extended out to their full length. They acted in a way as though they were stabilizing his focus, swaying mesmerically behind Kota. His eyes grew misty, yet he pressed the mask of a smile firmly onto his face. The identity he had grown rather comfortable with over the years. He would flex his hands shut, the ethereal energy that had gathered around him compacted tightly before spreading outwards in a wave of soul essence that clashed with the threads and the Yumedopple. Perhaps if someone had been paying attention to the fox’s face, they would see a bead of water run down his face as he made his attack. [Hider=Actions] 1. Use Spirit Wave memories and YumeDopple (Fighting style C)(Vorpal C)(Range F)(Aura C)(Selective C)(Aoe F)(Blight D[Ethereal],Indirect F],[Vorpal C], [Martial Ethos D], [Martial Mastery D] Kota projects Ethereal energy from his body in a wave. [/Hider]